Dear Justin, Date: 6/25/10 spensa6 oriok22

This is a diary or journal that I am writing for you.I miss you has been nearly 4 months since your you checked your is off limits to fans.I left you a card on your took me so long but I just pray that you saw it and it reminds you of .Well I suppose I should tell you what has happened since you have been gone.A "vacation" as I simply call it's we shall meet again.

I remember the day you died quite well, unfortunatly.I broke down.I wanted you because of these feelings I said some things that I sentance that I regret most is when I asked you, "Do you not love me?"The reason you may ask?It's because you came were were...'s amazing because you spoke just to you really heard what I said."Ashley.I do love I said with all my heart.I can't and I never could control this."And then you just !I was some reason I wanted to blame it all on you so much but I was actually just upset with myself.I knew your most likely cause of death and I did nothing to stop you!Well I tried you remember?Or have you forgotten?It was when you first told showed me the effects it left on your weak body.I was super concerned.I told you that you needed help and that I was going to get it.I told you that I would never leave your after you got said that I could tell not one soul about your said, "Or else I will have to break up with I really don't want to so just don't tell anyone and neither of us get hurt."I had no idea how to act so I replied,"But Justin!You are getting hurt and because of that, I'm hurting inside too."But still you told me no and that it didn't hurt you at all.I looked into your eyes and at that moment I could tell you were smile could never hide the pain and that made me die more and more inside.I have to give you props had perfect 's like you knew exactly what to say and when to say sang oh so perfectly like there was nothing I could hear the pain in your made all the girls go crazy with your sweet I could tell it was made every girl faint when they caught the smallest view of I could see the was all a made-up that day, was the day I went insane.