The road to recovery was long and cold. I almost didn't make it. I thought my thoughts of dying would win and i would take my own life.
My parents were scared but they didn't want to suffocate me with rules and such, so we made deals and took it a day at a time. We made a deal that if I worked and stopped cutting that by the time my favorite band came to town, I could go. I worked everyday and i finally made it. I had been working and saved all my money and had $1,000.
The day finally came. I got there early and I saw Black Veil Brides pull in. I snuck around back to get a better look. Andy got off the buss and looked around and as he did he looked my way and saw me. His smile lit my world. I know it sounds cheesy but its true. I froze and could barely breath as i saw him start to walk my way and keep eye contact with me the whole time. I froze. What would i say?!
"Ok act cool" i whispered to myself as i took a deep breath.
"Hey there, beautiful" Andy smiled. I blushed and lowered my self screaming inside. OMG HERE IS ANDY BIERSACK TALKING TO ME AND HE JUST CALLED ME BEAUTIFUL! OMG LIZZY SNAP OUT OF IT! I yelled inside.
"Um, hi. I'm Lizzy" The courage to talk finally showed. He smiled at me and i thought i could fly.
"Lizzy?" He paused. "I like it! Wanna meet the band?" i couldn't get over the sound of his amazing voice. It put me in a trance almost. He waved his hand in front of me laughing "Hey Lizzy? Are you still with me here?" when he said my name it brought me back to reality and i couldn't find the letters in my mind to put together the word "yes" so i just nodded my head and smiled and blushed. I pulled my sleeves down scared that if they saw my scars that I would freak them out and I would be forced to leave.
I followed Andy and he led me on the tour bus. OH MY GOD! There they are! All my idols right in front of me! How could this be true?! I thought. Ashley looked beautiful as he always seemed to. Jake and CC were playing with war paint and getting it all over them. Jinxx was in the little kitchen finding food and yelling at Jack and CC when they would run into him.
"Why hello there beautiful" Ashley purred. I wanted to faint but to fight it in the name of pride. When he talked I was in heaven. His voice was perfect.
This is Lizzy, guys" Andy announced. Jake, CC, and Jinxx all looked over my way. I just smiled and covered my hands by pulling my sleeves lower on my hands and lowered my head smiling.
Ashley's P.O.V
She looks perfect. Lizzy. I love that name.
"I'm gunna take her on a tour and give her backstage tickets and try for front row seats" Andy said snapping me back to reality.
"No dude, don't worry about it. I got it. I'm ready, you aren't. I'll take her" I interjected. Andy agreed and she blushed. She looked so amazing when she did that. We got outside and walked in silence for a moment. "So, um. Ticket first?"
"Yeah, sounds good" he voice was perfect. If it was candy i would have eaten it. I just met her and i already want to be the one she cries to, laughs with, smiles with, cuddles with at night, and calls her superman. I wanted it so bad. Why does she have to so perfect? I couldn't quite understand it. What about her made me want her so bad already? I had to figure out just what it was. What do i know but don't know at the same time? "So tell me about you, Liz... I mean Lizzy! Shit! Sorry. Im so sorry. You probably hate being called Liz.I mentaly kicked myself. What was wrong with me?!
