Laying in silence and in each others embrace, Sara suddenly spoke to me and I sensed immediately that there was something on her mind that really must have bothering her.

She said, turning her head towards me :

"I don't know, Cath..."

"What do you don't know,Sara?" I said as I turned my head to look into her eyes.

"I'm a little confused," She signed before continuing, "Who is the butch in our relationship?"

"How come,you ask me that silly question, when you know the answer?" I said as I frown me brows and joined her confusion.

"You know that they talk about us at work?" Sara said and looked at me.

"Yes, I do know that Sara, but what has some people talking about us to do with who is, or isn't the butch?"

"Well", Sara said as she untangled herself from our embrace and stood up from our bed,"They say that I am the butch, so I'm a little confused and a bit upset too!"

"And?" I asked her quietly, realizing that it really must bothering her, because after 2 year relationship she's still too shy to talk about relationships or sex or anything related to that.

Sara turns crimson red and looked at her toes as she continued:

"Because..well ...uhhhh..."

"Well...what,my love." I asked as curiosity gets the best of me.

"I don't no much about the butch thing, you know," said Sara who finally got the courage to look at me with her beautiful brown eyes.

"You are the bold and confident one in our relationship and the one with more attitude.
Plus you are the one that using the..., you know..."

"Strap on, my love. The word won't bite you, you know": I said and smiled smugly at her.
She dropped her gaze once again, finding her toes very much interesting at that moment.

-My, oh my, how can a grown up woman be so shy. Maybe it's just a lack of emotional and sexual experience. But then again, that is why I love her so much. Every time she looses control of her restraint and gives in on her sexual desires and gives her self to me, I feel the most loved and trusted woman in the world.-

Reveling in my own mind, I almost missed her continuing...

"Well, and I do repair all stuff around the house, and the car and ride a bike. And you are more into the washing and cleaning around the house. But then again you do the garden and fix Lindsey's toys."

"And your point, my love?" I frown.

"I want to use, the, you know too, and do the washing and cleaning." she rambled.

"But then again, my dearest Sara, when, and if you said once the word Strap on, you could do that all the time. Plus I would relax and enjoy while I watch and see you do your greasy clothes, who miraculous, are always full of oil..., and I have to do magic things to get them somewhat clean!"

Sara looks at me, her eyes went big and tearful and with whiny voice she said:

"You see, all bossy again. Nagging and grumbling with that demanding attitude!"

Then she walked to the bad room and slammed the door with a thwack...

"Women!" I sighed, while rolling my eyes...

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