I do not own any of the Hellboy characters but the main character Neko is mine.
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As I sat back in my bed, after reading up on ghouls, monster's, and the boogieman; I sighed. I still thought about him. Every day, every night. I know what I did was now hurting both of us and everyone else back "home" but I had to do it. I just couldn't control myself. I was brought up "If you had ta fight, you kill" and it was affecting everyone I came across. He had to fight me just so that I'd get tired and pass out, and the blood in my eyes would go away. So that's why I left. For everyone's sake. And now I was sitting on a bed, in a room, in the "nut house".
"I'm sorry I left yeah Red, but yeah know I had ta."
I whispered in the slightly lit room. I blinked my big golden cat eyes, flattened my cat ears and mewed. Red missed that. I could tell even without seeing him for what was it? Ah yes, eight months now…and counting. I wrapped my tail around myself, closed my eyes, and let out a deep but long full sigh. I did miss him, and Abe, even Professor Broom. Clay and the Nanny's. All of them, but this was for the best. And besides, I had finally learned how to control my urge to kill. Just a few more months and I could live out on my own. Well not really, I was a freak, worse off then Hellboy. I felt moisture come from behind my lids and shook my head.
"Don't cry. It's not worth it. He wouldn't want ta see yeah cry."
I told myself softly. I felt my claws come out and I hissed at myself. Great. I was crying for him. For the loss of him. For the loss of everyone. But I wanted to be here. I had to be, or else every thing I loved would die at my own hands. I had to get up and take a walk. Yeah that's what I needed.
I got up, and grabbed my hoody, put it over my ears and wrapped my tail around my waist. I turned the knob and opened my bedroom door to be thrown into pitch black. No worries though, being a half cat, half human has it's advantages. One of them was I could see as well in the dark as I could see in the day, so it really didn't bother me so much. My black wool pajama pants pooled around my feet each step I took and my golden eyes led me to a window where I looked out to see trees and a road. It was summer time and the slight smell of autumn was in the air. I could hear the wind flowing slowly through the trees and a car in the distance having trouble starting. I could see people walking, a couple hand in hand; smiling, laughing and kissing. I looked down and sniffed. What I wouldn't give to be like that with…No! I'm not going to think like that. Not any more, it won't ever happen. I shook the angry and lustful thoughts away as I looked down to see that my watch read 3:20 AM.
"Well the guard is going ta be hear soon…better hurry ma way along"
I heard shuffled footsteps behind me and I snickered.
"Don't yeah worry Ed, it's just me. Neko…run along now."
I said in a calm voice. I heard the man sigh in relief and walk past me. I just smiled a bit and looked back out of the window to see the same old thing. I rolled my eyes and walk back to my room where my light was still on. I slowly got into bed and slid the hoody over my head, reached over and turned the light off, and drifted into another lustful dream about my fantasy boy who was back "home".
Wasn't that sweet? I thought so….The second chapter will be up momentarily so if you be good and review then your wish will come true!!!
