Disclaimer: It's not mine
AN: It's something that popped into my head, wanted to type it up. It's probably amazing short, but I don't really care. It seemed sweet to me. Guess whose POV it's in...
I love him... I know I do. I-I think I d-do. Maybe I don't.
Even if I love him, there's still her. Tohru. She is very nice, though. If I was another person, I'd probably like to see him with someone like her more than someone like me.
I know I'm not a bad person. I'm just very... I don't even know what I am. Too hyper? Too vicious? Too possessive? I really don't know...
Rin may be right. I'm just throwing my self at him and calling it love. Thinking back, it may just be an obsession to make up for being mean to him when we were young. Maybe I just want someone to have. Someone to feel that way about.
Damn. Even seeing them together hurts. You know those growing pains you get in the side of your chest? It feels like that, only right in my heart. And my stomach kinda feels like it's cramping, but not quite. They are so cute together, yet I can't stand it. I want him to be mine, not hers. I need him to be mine.
Kyo loves her, though. I can tell it. He looks at her a certain way. He speaks differently around her. He hates it when she yells, and when she cries. He's so different with her than with me. He's so much more loving.
Okay. I've made up my mind. I know I don't love him, and he doesn't love me. She can have him. I'll just have to get over it and find someone else. But... I love you, Kyo, even if it isn't true.
AN: I really don't know why this just jumped in my head. I guess it's supposed to be sad, but I was amazingly hyper and happy while writing it. It really should be sad, but I'm too much of a Kyohru supporter to care... Review!
