"I spend the five million on you."

Jamie and Eddie stayed holding to each other for what seemed the longest time. Jamie couldn't help breathing the scent of Eddie's perfume. When they drove in the car, it never failed to drive him crazy, but being this close was intoxicating.

"Umm, well, he's dead. Should we call a bus or the morgue?"

Hearing the voices made Eddie jumped realizing backup had arrived. They reluctantly let go of each other and they turned to face their fellow officers. They all assumed to be trying hard to busy themselves with the scene unwilling to disturb them.

"Let's wrap this up and then we can talk." Jamie whispered to her. She nodded.

Hours later Jamie waited for Eddie to come out of the locker room. It had taken hours for them to wrap up the crime scene and talk to the bosses that wanted to know every detail of the event. At one point even Danny (no doubt on his dad's requests) had shown up to make sure that Jamie was okay. Danny had insisted that a beer or even dinner to celebrate was necessary. Any other day Jamie would have jumped at the chance. Today was different, he just wanted to eat and have some time alone with Eddie. Running from his feelings was getting old, that was not mentioning the fact that life was short. He was tired of wondering of what he could be missing out instead he wanted to experience it. .

He almost died today. Eddie had saved his life. In the aftermath they had barely kept it together. Thru the entire afternoon all he had wanted to do was hold her close and kiss her. He had long admitted to himself that he didn't just have feelings for Eddie. He had fallen in love with her, and he was sure he had never felt this way about anyone before. However, when he heard her confessed that it was like she had heard a voice that he was in trouble, even before he was. The weight of his feelings came crashing on him once again. He couldn't help himself confessing that if he did had five million dollars he would spend them all making her happy. Her happiness meant more to him than anything else in the world. He loved her more than anything in the world.

"Hi," Eddie said walking out of the locker room. She went straight to him and before he could say a word she wrapped her arms around his waist. She rested her head in his chest.

"Hey, so what do you want to do tonight?" Jamie said putting his arms around her waist.

"What do you say if we pick up some pizza and we go back to my place or yours? We-" Reluctantly she let go of him and straighten herself up. She searched for his hand and laced her fingers with his. Today Eddie had no desire to go to a bar or sit in a restaurant and pretend her feelings weren't real. She almost lost Jamie today and all she wanted to do was hold him close. She had never been that scared in her life.

"I would love that. My place is closer and there is that new place you like." Jamie interrupted her as he walked with her. He put his arm around her shoulders as they walk out of the precinct.

How they arrived at Jamie's apartment was somewhat of a mystery to both of them. They had called and order for the pizza but when they arrived the place was running behind. Instead, they decided to wait in the car.

"Did you really mean it" Eddie said as she fiddle with her hands.

"Meant what?" Jamie looked confused.

"That you spent the five million on me." Eddie whispered.

Jamie lifted her head with one of his hands "Every word" Before Eddie realized what he was going to do he kissed her. It started as a slow soft kiss and soon became much more. Eddie slipped her hands thru his hair and reciprocated with the same enthusiasm. Jamie pulled her to him as if he was starving. She open her mouth to give him more access. Soon enough they were out of breath and losing control. The loud buzz on a door reminded them that they were there to pick up a pizza so they reluctantly let go of each other. Jamie got out of the car to pick up the pizza.

They got into the apartment and Eddie went to put the pizza in the counter. She turned around and found herself pinned to the counter by Jamie. He cradled her head with both of his hands and pulled her head to look at him.

"I once told you I had feelings for you, but when you got shot. That's when it hit me. I'm in love you, I love you. Seeing you with Barry was killing me. I couldn't look at the two you together, it hurt."

"I told you weeks ago that I broke up with Barry." Eddie interrupted him. "I broke up with him because I wasn't feeling a connection and he didn't understand me." She closed her eyes and rested her head against his. "I love you too Jamie. I was so scared that I had lost you today."

"I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere," he said bringing his lips to hers. He meant to give her a quick kiss, but that proved to be hard. Eddie was just as eager as he was, and when he heard the soft moan that escape from her lips, his control snapped.

He lifted her up to him and Eddie wrapped her legs around his waist. Every kiss was like a deeper exploration into each other and soon enough they started to feel the desperate need for each others skin.

"We need to move this over to the bed" Eddie said breathless with need.

"Are you sure? Jamie asked as breathless as she was.

"You don't want to?" Eddie wondered why he was suddenly hesitating.

He looked at her straight in the eyes "Spoil me. Spoil me for life. Make me scream your name while we make love between the sheets. "He whispered looking at her. She could feel his breath on her.

The sound of his voice so close to her ears while looking at her in the eyes sent shivers down her spine. She felt Jamie nibbling on her earlobe, and she couldn't suppress a small moan. It was all the encouragement that Eddie needed. In one fast movement she sent her shirt to the floor.

Pulling her closer Jamie carried her over to the bedroom. He lay her on the bed. He kneeled on the bed and removed his shirt. When he joined her in the bed, he noticed that her bra open thru the front.

"You are so beautiful." Jamie said as he unhooked the lacy garment. "You have no idea how many times I dreamed of touching you like this." He slowly ran a finger thru her breast making her shiver. "Looking at them always drove my crazy. I wanted to touch you for the longest time." He took his time slowly removing the garment from her breasts as he caressed and teased her with his hands and mouth. He wanted to drive her as crazy as he had been feeling all that time.

"Ohhh, Jamie!" Eddie moaned as she ran her fingers thru his hair. Her eyes involuntary closed and all she could do was enjoy the feel of his hands and mouth on her body.

It did not take long before the rest of their clothes joined the floor. The overwhelming fear of losing each other was catching up to them and their bodies gravitated towards each other. They were desperate to feel, release and show what they had been feeling for years. When the last bit of their clothes hit, the floor Eddie was panting. "I need you, Jamie."

Jamie slowly ran his hands over Eddie's leg and continued going upwards. He trails kisses on her neck and when he got to her ear he whispered. "I need you too, and I am going to have you. In fact we are going to make love until we are sore and exhausted. " Reaching her center he inserted a finger inside her. Eddie arched her body for him moaning slowly. He could hardly think with the feel and smell of her.

"Eddie,"

"Please Jamie!" Eddie begged.

Words were useless; even if he wanted, he didn't have coherence sentences in his brain. All he could do was feel, so he did. Jamie brought a second finger inside her as he took one of her nipples in his mouth. Eddie let out another slow moan. His fingers started coming in and out of her faster and her moaning with it. It was the most erotic thing Jamie had ever experienced in his life. Eddie orgasm came crashing on her soon. After she turned and looked at him in the eyes.

"Jamie, you're torturing me."

Getting a condom and putting it on prove to be a lesson in restraint. Particularly when you can't keep your hands off each other, Eddie broke the first and unable to wait any longer Jamie took matters into his own hands and put it on. In one movement Jamie lay Eddie back in the bed, then slid himself inside her.

"Oh God Jamie!" Eddie moaned louder than she had meant to. It wasn't only the feel of Jamie inside of her. He was bigger than she expected him to be.

"You okay?" He asked her. Eddie nodded "I love you. "He whispered to her as he wrapped her legs around him. With her eyes dark and filled with need she kissed him back. Moments later Jamie started slowly moving in and out of her, eliciting the most erotic sounds he ever heard. It was puzzling that something he had done dozens of times before felt so new and mind-blowing. With each stroke their bodies erased that distance they had put between them. No longer could they say that they couldn't be together because they were partners. Each stroke, each moan, each kiss brought them closer, it made them lovers. Their souls becoming one. It was something that Jamie had never had experienced with anyone. The woman under him running her nails thru his body, nibbling at his ears and kissing him possessed every inch of him, never had he loved hearing his name on a woman's lips as he did at this moment. It didn't take long for him to lose control and frantically make love to her.

"Jamie! Oh! Yes! Yes!" Eddie tried not to scream but that proved impossible. The orgasm took over her body and she closed her eyes allowing the feeling to take over her body. Nothing that she ever imagined could compare to the reality of this, of them. She had once told him that having sex would spoil him. Now she realized she was the one ruined. She could never let anyone else ever touch her, she belonged to him and only him. She couldn't stop herself from moaning his name as her vision clouded and she allowed the orgasm to take over her body. As she came back to reality, she moved so she could be on top. She wanted him to feel exactly how she just felt. She wanted to hear him moan and loose control. She moved in and out very slowly so she could enjoy even more as he filled her up entirely. Jamie was trying to control himself but he was loosing the battle. Grabbing her by waist he let out a loud moan as he tried to meet get even closer to her.

"Ohh, I love you,"

"I love you too, Jamie," she said as she slipped in and out of him. Letting go of her inhibitions she took things a little faster and soon enough Jamie was meeting her trusts.

"Oh my God, Eddie! Ohh" Jamie screamed her name, closed his eyes, and took a strong grip on her hips. She felt him shiver under her. It proved to send her body also over the edge again and she collapsed on top of him.

Minutes later they were still holding on to each other, hopelessly trying to catch their breath. Eddie's hair cascaded all over Jamie and the pillow.

"Wow, why exactly did we wait so long to do this?" Jamie whispered kissing the top of her head.

"Don't know, but I agree this should happen sooner." She rested her head closer in his chest. She was still in a dazed, running her fingers thru his chest. She smiled when he pulled her closer to him. Then she remembered, "You know by now that Pizza is cold."

They both started laughing and agreed that they were going to have to heat it up or see how Pizza taste when it was cold. Either way it didn't matter.