Memories of a faded Shadow

The day I faded from my friends was the day that each of them took a piece of my heart I don't know how long it's been since I faded but all I know is that it's been long enough for my black hair to grow back to its original state.

This place is torture every time I close or open my eyes I am surrounded by shadows, shadows of memories of the past and not all of them are good, for example memories of my father that horrid man and what he did to me and sometimes I can feel the bruises but almost immediately after I can remember the good things.

I bet everyone hates me Agura, Vert….even Zoom.

If he does hate me it would truly be my end…I think I…I love him.

It started at the Midnight races I had beaten him on my accident bike and just as I was about to leave he gently grabbed my arm which almost made me jump but in his eyes where kindness a feeling I didn't get given often.

The next meeting was at the Zake's I had tried my best to hide the bruise on the left side of my face but he still noticed it when I stupidly brushed my hair behind my ear, the concern in his voice made my heart jump.

We only met a couple of times after that but at the hospital was when I really started to notice my feelings for him I asked him to stay with me and he did.

I hope I can see him again even if it took my life I wish I could see him.

I can't bear the last memory I have of all the team battered and bruised, their body's broken the only light in the memory was our last kiss and my final goodbyes to everyone, but I still can't bear the memory.

My last wish is too see them all but above all to see Zoom.

But until I am free from this in-between world all I have is memories.