Something To Be

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So he saved her life. That doesn't mean she has to fall madly into infatuation with him, besides he's all ready taken. And she is her best friend. He is her friend. Only a friend. He saved her life. Its just gratitude. The feelings will pass. This much Raven was sure, even though currently she wasn't sure of much else.

At least before she knew she was evil. She had purpose. She had to be good to make up for her future evil. Important phrase; FUTURE evil. She had always known her future. She never had to be afraid of a fight, she knew when she was going to die, she never had to be afraid of anything. She knew her future. Now she didn't. It was feeling Raven had never truly known, uncertainty. She no longer had to be good to atone. She no longer had anything to atone for. She was not evil. But somewhere, deep inside her heart, Raven didn't know if she was good either. Maybe she was somewhere inbetween. She couldn't be all good. Her powers were evil. She couldn't be all bad. She didn't want to be.

She did want to be something though. She just didn't know what. Or with whom.