Oneshot!
A/N: IN MY MIND THIS IS IANTO BUT WHATEVER IT CAN REALLY BE APPLIED TO ANYONE
I once got told I was worthless when I was little
"Your just a worthless little brat"
The way they spat the words so venomously
It really did cut through my carefully placed wall
They never said it again it was just an angry, drunken tantrum
But then again, the truth does come out when your under the influence
Hmm, I wonder is that why people say it gives you 'Dutch courage'?
I've never really taught about it before
They always said they loved me every morning and night
And yet, its that memory I see every time you hug me every time you utter those simple 3 words that make me want to scream and cry and kiss you all at the same time
But you were just someone there to help me through bad times to be with me whenever things got to much
not someone to love , oh no that privilege wasn't preserved for me
They were just someone to fall back on
To pick me up when I fell
To tell me it's ok when something bad happens
But not to love
and to them I'll just be "just be a worthless little brat"
But I'm ok with that once their there
