Oneshot!

A/N: IN MY MIND THIS IS IANTO BUT WHATEVER IT CAN REALLY BE APPLIED TO ANYONE

I once got told I was worthless when I was little

"Your just a worthless little brat"

The way they spat the words so venomously

It really did cut through my carefully placed wall

They never said it again it was just an angry, drunken tantrum

But then again, the truth does come out when your under the influence

Hmm, I wonder is that why people say it gives you 'Dutch courage'?

I've never really taught about it before

They always said they loved me every morning and night

And yet, its that memory I see every time you hug me every time you utter those simple 3 words that make me want to scream and cry and kiss you all at the same time

But you were just someone there to help me through bad times to be with me whenever things got to much

not someone to love , oh no that privilege wasn't preserved for me

They were just someone to fall back on

To pick me up when I fell

To tell me it's ok when something bad happens

But not to love

and to them I'll just be "just be a worthless little brat"

But I'm ok with that once their there