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A/N: My first TezuFuji fic, and guess what, it's Angst! Well its not I can write any other things... Fuji death warning.
Suicide Diary - A friend's point-of-view (Prologue)
He was different from other people. He never joined the crowds, always standing apart in a world of his own. I noticed him. And soon we became best friends.
The first time I saw him, was at the park. The sakuras were in full bloom then, but they were not what he was looking at. An injured cat, with honey-brown fur similar to his hair, caught his attention. He was stroking the sleeping cat, a clean bandage on the cat's injured leg. I had walked over to stand behind him, and softly, I asked, "Will it be alright?"
He had turned to look at me, a slight smile playing on his lips. "Yes," he had said, "neko-san here will recover soon. It is but a physical wound, it heals fast." Perhaps it was the words he spoke, the way he spoke the words that made me like him. Or perhaps it was his smile, the way he looked so at ease among the sakura blossoms. I do not know for sure. But then, at that moment, something struck inside of me and immediately, I said, "Let's be friends." He smiled and nodded
He was already hopelessly in love with his team captain then, as I soon found out. But his love was not meant to be. They were both males, and while the world is slowly starting to accept homosexuals, his captain, with his traditional family upbringing, simply could not return his feelings.
He fell. The day he confessed his feelings was also the day he began his journey into depression and eventually, suicide. I did not stop him. I could not. But I stayed with him, from the day he started falling to the day he died, no, I stayed with him even after his death, in mind and in soul.
His name... was Fuji Syusuke. And this is the story of his destruction.
So... comment. Or I'll never improve.
