review. Xox. There is a lot of SMUT. So do not judge. & they won't always be together there's going to be a lot of twists and turns.
Olivia stepped into the shower letting the hot water hit her body finally feeling some relaxation. She had a long and hard day at work she never felt more tired. After showering she stepped out and heard someone knocking she quickly wrapped the towel around her and walked out to find Elliot at her door.
"El what are you doing here?"
"I got bored at home, being divorced can do that to you." He smiled. "Did I bother you?" he asked looking down at her.
"oh.. uh.. no.." she grinned.
Elliot raised an eyebrow and walked past her and sat on her couch. She excuses herself and goes into the bedroom putting a silk robe on and soon joined Elliot again. Elliot stares at the way the robe barley goes to her knees. He noticed the way the robe hugs her hips. Olivia walked into the kitchen getting 2 beers out of the fridge she sits on the couch and hands it to Elliot.
"Thanks. I needed that." He says as he takes a big gulp.
"I know this divorce has been hard on you with. I mean divorce is a sin in your mind but El sometimes it is for the best." She looked at him sincerely and rubbed his leg.
He nodded. He knew in his head Olivia had no idea how easy the divorce was. He was in love with someone else so he wanted it to end he just didn't have the balls to do himself. So when Kathy filed for a divorced he was hurt but relived at the same time. He had to admit being divorced had its flaw but it also had an upside, which was touch or look at whatever woman he wanted to. Olivia snapped him out of his thoughts when she cleared he throat.
"You okay El?"
"Yeah I was just thinking about everything that has happened in the last 4 months with Kathy and the kids. I think the only really bad part is not seeing my kids when I wake up."
Olivia looked into his dark blue eyes and sighted. She touched his shoulder slightly.
"I can't even image what you're going through I mean even being with Kathy for so long and then having to sleep alone and everything."
"Yeah besides not seeing my kids the worst thing is being alone and not feeling loved."
"Maybe you should start dating. That might help a lot more then you thing."
Elliot looked at her. He thought about dating. How could he date when he was in love with someone else? He knew he couldn't just move on.
"Liv…"
"Yeah?"
"I'm in love with you."
Olivia looked at him for a few minutes and then looked away. When she looked back at him their lips crashed together. She didn't try to stop it until she remembered who she was kissing. She pushed him away and punched him in the arm.
"Why would you do and say that El?"
"Because I'm divorced now I don't have to worry about Kathy anymore and the kissing thing that was all you Liv." He grinned at her.
She started laughing. Then both their eyes met again and she leaned forward. He started laughing.
"I told you! This time I didn't even move." He smirked at her. "You wanna kiss me Benson."
She looked at him and then grabbed his shirt and started kissing him. This kiss was different it was more passionate then the first one. She allowed him to explore her mouth. She let out a small moan as he sucked on her neck.
"Wait. What the hell am I doing?"
"You were kissing me."
"I mean you are my partner Elliot and my best friend. I shouldn't even be thinking about doing this with you and neither should you."
Olivia stood up and gestured towards the door.
"I think it's time for you to go now."
Elliot looked at her confused and hurt he had always thought she had felt the same about him. The way she looked at him and was able to talk to him about anything. He even felt something when they just hugged or accidently touch hands. He thought how stupid he must have been to think someone like Olivia would want someone like him. He suddenly felt a rush of anger towards her. He stood up and shoved past her. Before he opened the door he turned to look at her.
"You know for a second I thought you felt the same. But no you're too perfect for me. I should've known from the other guys you dated."
"Elliot you're my partner for fuck sake. You know you shouldn't have even thought of the possibility. It isn't because I'm too perfect, hell I'm far from it… it's the fact that you have been my best friend for the last 12 years and the fact that you were married the entire time. At one point I felt exactly how you're feeling but I brushed it off."
Elliot felt the words 'at one point' stab him in the stomach hard. He felt like his heart had just dropped into his stomach. He never felt this pain even when Kathy asked for a divorced. Olivia was right though he should have never fell for he or even thought of her in that way…
"I'm sorry I fell in love with you Olivia…"
With that he slammed the door. Olivia slumped down on the couch thinking about everything she knew she should've let him stay and love her. She was scared. She never thought she could love someone so much in her life and then just lie to his face and let him walk away. The man she was in love with for years, the man she waited for… Maybe he waited too long…
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