"I Will Not Bow By Breaking Benjamin"

Fall

I don't know how I even got here, all I remember is falling.

Now the dark begins to rise

Save your breath, it's far from over

Leave the lost and dead behind

Now's your chance to run for cover

"Why…Why does it hurt so much?" An impact with my chest sent me flying into something soft and cold, I turned my head, opening my silver eyes, and screamed, horrified at the sight of the bloodied, dead samurai named Yuu Kanda that I had landed on.

I don't want to change the world

I just wanna leave it colder

Light the fuse and burn it up

Take the path that leads to nowhere

I felt lost, and in agony. Memories flooded into my head, and tears welled up in my eyes.

All is lost again

But I'm not giving in

It starts over every time, I lose the people I love the most, the cycle kills them.

I will not bow

I will not break

I will shut the world away

I will not fall

I will not fade

I will take your breath away

But I won't give up, I'll just shut myself out from now on, build up walls, and shut people out.

Fall

Another impact, and I hit Lavi, and LenaLee, too. Their dull, lifeless, glazed-over eyes blame me for everything.

Watch the end through dying eyes

Now the dark is taking over

Show me where forever dies

Take the fall and run to Heaven

But, what if I do die here? Would heaven be nice, or would I go to hell?

All is lost again

But I'm not giving in

No, no time to think about death now.

I will not bow

I will not break

I will shut the world away

I will not fall

I will not fade

I will take your breath away

I can't give up, not because I am just a coward.

And I'll survive, paranoid

I have lost the will to change

And I am not proud, cold-blooded fake

I will shut the world away

Not because…no, because it isn't my fault.

Open your eyes!

I hear a roaring laughter, and open my eyes once more only to have one be stabbed by a candle. I scream.

I will not bow

I will not break

I will shut the world away

I will not fall

I will not fade

I will take your breath away

I feel something grab my arm and I fight against it, having some sort of source of strength and will.

And I'll survive; paranoid

I have lost the will to change

And I am not proud, cold-blooded fake

I will shut the world away

I run, tripping as I go, and I manage to escape that hell, the Noah's personal hell.

Fall!