Okay a song fic with the song Fight Inside by Red this is a Jina fic and will be multi-chaptered, just like my other song fic Death of Me, which is a Jara fic. Please vote on my poll for what pairing you want in House of Threats, House of Scares.


(Jerome's point of view)

Enemy, familiar friend
My beginning and my end
Knowing truth, whispering lies
And it hurts again

Nina was like an enemy to me, all the secrets she kept, taking Alfie away from me, but at the same time she's a familiar friend, I see her often enough and I know her, but not enough to call her a 'friend' like I used to call Alfie and Mara, once.

I know what's going on, but I can't tell them that I know. They whisper to each other all the time about some cup of some sort. It hurts everytime they talk about it, everytime they go off on a little club meeting.

What I fear and what I try
The words I say and what I hide
All the pain, I want it to end
But I want it again

I actually fear what's going on lately more then I ever had. I'm alone again, I try so hard to keep Alfie away from the others, but I didn't sucseed with that plan. I said so many mean things to Alfie, that I regret saying, I hide so much from everyone with my incolusion with Rufus, everything.

Why can't Nina see what she's done to me. Taken everything from me, put all of this pain on me. I just want all of this to end, but deep inside I know that if it did end I want it all over again.

And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is breaking me again

Somehow, everywhere that I go this pain follows me, finds me. I'm so unsure of whetherI should or shouldn't still even bother to be here, it's just I'm always stopped by something.

Something that rages inside of me, stops me and everytime it does another piece of me breaks again.

It's still the same, pursuing pain
Isn't worth the light I've gained
We both know how this will end
But I do it again

I'm still the same person I was when I first arrived here, I'm still rotten, I'm still unloved, I'm still pursuing pain everywhere that I go. It isn't worth anything that I gained so far.

I know how this will end and most likely so does someone else they just don't want to say. It's strange, because I hate my sekf for even trying, but I try again.

And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is hurting me again

Even in school it finds me, every single day I fight myself it courses through me, it rages, it hurts every time, but yet that dosen't stop me from stopping myself.

And it finds me
The war within me pulls me under
And without you
The fight inside is breaking me again

Even at night it finds me, it suffercates me it'a a war with myself that I can't win without help. Without someones help, Nina's help this fight continues to brake me.

It's nothing
(It's everything)
It's nothing
(It's everything)

It's Patricia's fault.

It's Fabain's fault.

It's Amber's fault.

It's Alfie's fault.

It's nothing
(It's everything)
It's nothing
It's everything

It's Mara's fault.

It's Mick's fault.

It's Rufus's fault.

It's Nina's fault.

And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is hurting me again

It finds me all of the time, no matter where I am, who I'm with (Which is usaully no one anymore.)

It rages through me, but it dosen't help me in any way, it dosen't stop me making stupid and dangerous decisions, it just hurts me.

And it finds me
The war within me pulls me under
And without you
The fight inside is breaking me again

I can't hide from it, in my dreams I see it chasing me while a run, but each time I end up tripping, falling, going under.

As much as I hate saying it I need someone like Nina, someone sensible, safe, but daring at the same time, just like Nina, but without her, without someone like her the fight inside of me is breaking me apart again.

It's breaking me, it's breaking me
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart

It breaks me

I fall apart

The fight inside of me's breaking me, but they can't see that.

She can't see that.


Okay please review with what you think of this. Thanks to everyone who has reviewed any of my stories so far.

The poll is still up for House of Threats, House of Scares, so please vote for the pairing that you want as I will be starting to write those pairings in the next chapter onwards.

House of Threats, House of Scares Chapter 4 will be up soon. I just have to finish checking the spelling and punctuation.

Thanks for the reviews.