hey i just got an idea for a new story. please enjoy.
i weild my heavy axe over my shoulder. the guys and i trudge through the thick forests of district seven looking for a nice strong tree to chop down. we need to get as much wood as we can before winter.
beings how im twenty and i havent been reaped when i was younger, i have to get a job as a lumberjack with the other boys eighteen and older. i hate my job, it's so much hard work, its stressful and painful.
but i need to remind myself why i do this, for that girl i met all those years ago. she is the most beautiful, caring and mature girl ive ever met. she's all i can ever think about, with her glittering hazel eyes, soft pink cheeks, thick brown hair that flows and bounces in the wind as she runs..
"zetan!' my friend calls and i snap out of my trance. "here's some" he announces and we get to work on chopping the trunks. breathe in, whack! breate out, breathe in whack breathe out.
it takes two of us for one tree so we get two trees every twenty minutes. we begin chopping the trees into sections and in no time a caravan of trucks make their way down the rocky hills and over to us. we load the stumps into the trucks and the guys hop onto the back of the trucks. "you comin zetan" my brother zander asks me. "i'll be on my way soon, better i enjoy the freedom of being out here while i still can" i say and take a seat under a large pine.
the ground is rough and cold but compared to the beds at home it's the most comfortable material ive ever felt. "alright, well see you" zander calls and he and the guys ride away.
i take a deep breath and a puff of white smoke exits into the air. its getting colder. i stand back up. "here we go" i say to myself and grab my axe.
i take half an hour cutting down a tree not very thin and not very thick. i chop a large section off and roll it the twenty minute walk into the district. at the edge of the district is her home. a fairly small wooden house with a small yard and little worn down toys scattered here and there.
her house is surrounded by a metal gate. i set the stump down and open the gate. i roll the stump in, close the gate and place the stump on the grass. i take the hatchet they have for me stuck in an old log, and chop the stump into small brick like squares. i gather the blocks of wood and carry them into her house that is always unlocked for my sake.
i use my foot to open the screen door then struggle to grab the doorknob and enter the house. the first level is emty and dark. the lights are shut off, for everyone is still asleep. i use my shoulder to flick the light switch and walk over to the fireplace against the wall. i quietly set the wood down on the floor and then stand back up.
i hear a creak on the stircase and smile. "goodmorning' i whisper turning to face her. she pushes her hair back out of her face and smiles at me, wearing a shirt with medium length sleeves and a pair of shorts. "morning. thanks" she says gesturing to the pile of firewood ive brought. "it's not a problem" i answer pulling my gloves off
she walks over to me and says, "would you like some tea or oatmeal", "no thanks i'll eat later". i reply and she gets closer. she puts her warm hands into mine and i bow my head to rest my forehead against hers.
this is what we do everymorning. i bring her firewood if she needs it then we cuddle on the couch until the kids wake up. we dont have any babies together, she has younger siblings.
"i'll start the fire for you" i whisper to her and she stands up taller to reach my mouth and pecks my lips.
she lets me go and sits on the couch as i grab a box of matches and get the fire going. slowly i add small twigs, then small logs. when the fire is burning, i warm up my hands and pull my coat off. i walk over to the couch and lie down. she crawls over and lies ontop of me and pulls a small quilt on us that she keeps there.
this sweet girl's name is bay, bay lockwood. she is seventeen years old and takes care of her younger siblings, 12 year old jodi and 4 year old levi and her 70 year old grandmother.
i understand bay is underaged, and if anyone knew about us i'd be considered a pedophile or a molester for our occasional erotic moments when the kids arent home and her grandmother is asleep. but i dont care what anyone says, i'm not harming her. our love is strong and we tend to take things slow and keep things mature. bay isnt ready for a baby and neither am i.
the thought of our sexual encounters arouses me and bay smiles. she gently grinds her lower half against me. "we cant now bay" i whisper in her ear. she stops and says, "i know", then lowers her head until she comes in contact with my lips. i sit up and hold her to me. her legs wrap around my waist as we kiss each other passionatly. she seperates first and i lay back down.
i stare up at her and cant help but smile. she holds my hands and rubs on them, warming them.
"how long were you out there" she asks me. i kiss her hand, "about three hours" i say. she shakes her head, "why do they make you guys go out there it's the middle of october" she complains to me quietly. i fiddle with her fingers, "we need to get enough wood so that everyone here can have enough for fires to last all winter.". this is my second year as a lumberjack, you're supposed to start when your eighteen but only if your out of the reaping; my birthday comes two weeks after.
bay has just turned seventeen two days ago. i brought her a bokay of wild flowers i picked while out. i wrapped them in a pink bow and surprised her with it. she loved them and put them in a vase in her kitchen window. that day was the first time we made love. we'd never had actual sex until then. it was the first time for the both of us and it was very awkard afterwards.
i hug my girl and just think of how much i love her. "i love you bayberry" i say to her smiling at her nickname. "dont call me that" she jokes and leans down to kiss me all over again. "i love you too".
we get a whole hour to ourselves, just cuddling, whispering, giggling and kissing. i remember when i first met this girl, she was twelve. and i had just turned sixteen.
i walk down the road in my large winter boots. im supposed to be home by five. i look up a the sky and notice the thick gray clouds and slowly snow starts to fall. great. the snow begins to stick to the ground. as the minutes pass the snow gets heavier and faster. pretty soon im caught in a blizzard.
i trudge through the snow. there is a rough push and im knocked to the ground. "ow! hey!" i shout and look to see who pushed me. it's a kid, i cant see his face though.
they look up at me..she..looks up at me. her brown eyes look up at me sadly. "im sorry i tripped" she explains getting up. i stand up, completely mesmerized by her face. her cheeks and nose are a deep pink color and her lips seem fushia "it's not a problem" i say to her. she takes a deep breath and says, "excuse me i need to get home" she says and rushes off. i look back at her and blow air into my cheeks.
that was the most beautiful girl ive ever seen. i need to know her name. "hey" i call to her, she turns to me, "im zetan" i say waving, she smiles shyly, "bay" she says and runs off. i smile. bay. i get one last glimps of her then head home.
"bay" we here a light voice. she turns to look at the staircase, "hey baby" she says sweetly and climbs off of me. i sit up and see levi on the staircase. the little girl walks down the creaky wooden staircase two feet at a time. bay holds her arms out to the little girl and picks her up off the stairs.
she carries her on her hip and heads into the kitchen. i get up off of the couch and walk into the kithcen. "how did you sleep" she asks the little girl. "i slept good" she replies softly wiping her eyes with her fist.
the little girl has large hazel eyes and fluffy brown curls down her back. she looks just like bay. she gets her curls from her recently deceased mother. she died giving birth to her, so to her bay is like her mother.
"hi levi" i say sweetly to her. "hi zeetee" she says back and shakes my hand. i kiss her hand then her forehead. i cant help it, she's so precious. it's adorable how she calls me zeetee. bay walks over to me and caressess my face, "can you wake jodi for me" she asks me, and i nod. i kiss her nose then head quietly up the stairs.
they all share one room, and one bed. except the grandmother gets her own. its no biggert than the other and no more comfortable. bay shares the bed with jodi and levi, they have individual pillows but share one big blanket.
jodi is lying awake in bed. "hey" i say quietly. he rolls onto his back to look at me, " hey zetan" he replies. "your sister wants you downstairs" i say and take his arm to help him out of bed. he's still here because he cant get up on his own, he only has one leg. well only one works, he has both legs.
i hold him to me and grab his crutches that were built for him out of wood and rope. i help him down the stairs and he goes into the kitchen and over to bay. she kisses his head and tells him to sit down. shes preparing hot bowls of oatmeal for them.
when she's done she hands me a bowl, "take that up to nana" she orders. by the time the kids are up she switches to her mature mode that is determined and bossy and i love it. i head back up the steps and set the bowl on the dresser next to her grandmother. "miss lockwood" i say softly shaking her. she opens her eyes, "zetan. hi" she says and sits up. "morning" i say to her and hand her the bowl. she smiles, "arent you sweet. thank you" she says. i stand her pillow up so she can lean on it and bring the blanket higher and cover her feet.
i make sure she's fine then head back downstairs. bay and the kids are eating. i have to head home and get rest before i need to go back out of the district for the noon shift. "i need to get going" i say to bay and kiss her cheek. she doesnt allow me to kiss her infront of her siblings.
"okay, i'll see you during lunch" she asks me. "we'll see" i answer and say goodbye to the kids. i ruffle their hair, throw my coat back on and exit the house.
i cant always be with bay on her lunch break because she's still in school and my friends always want to hang with me. i dont want anyone to know i've been fooling around with a twelfth grader, especially not my friends, they'd never stop questioning me. if word got out i'd get in serious trouble with the peacekeepers. they'll think ive probably been abusing her and forcing myself upon her. i coud never do that i love her too much to see her in pain.
i get to my own little home and walk through the door. at home it's just zander, me and our dad. my mom cheated on my dad and she lives with another man.
"im home!' i call kicking off my boots. i hang up my coat and walk into the kitchen, "dad" i call and see him in the kitchen eating. "hey zetan" he says sittin back in his chair. he eyes me suspiciosly. "what" i ask going into the cabinet and taking out the small bag of mint leaves. the tea kettle is over the fire. i get it and pour the hot water into a mug. "sit down i want to speak to you" he says to me. "okay" i reply and grab my mug, the mint leaves and a bowl of suar cubes. i set the stuff onto the table and then grab a spoon and sit before him.
he squints at me, "is there something you want to tell me...anything" he asks. i know that if i tell him no he'll just say it, but if i make up anything hell change what im saying to get back on topic; i take the easier route. "no there isnt" i say.
he raises his arm and tosses an item onto the table. my blood runs cold.
it's a pair of bays underwear.
"what the hell is this about" he asks me and folds his arms. i decide to come clean, "i had sex" i say casually. "in this house" he asks me, i nod. "what made you think you could do that" he asks me. "dad im twenty years old, a grown man your treating me like im sixteen" i say to him angrily. "zetan!" he warns and the threatening sound in his voice has me back down.
"who is she" he asks me. i sigh, "i cant tell you" i mumble. "excuse me" this is meant to tell me that i need to change my answer quickly. "we havent told anyone about us" i say. my dad just shrugs, "well im askin, you dont have a choice" he says. "dad" i beg. i cut him off quickly, "even if i did tell you what would it do!? you cant control who i go out with" i say. "im a grown man and you treat me like a teenager dad, when will you stop? i take responsibilty! there is no reason for you to do this. yeah i had sex so what! im not going around fooling around with every girl, i used protection! im not trying to get anyone pregnant okay dad!" i shout.
i dont even want to stay in the room anymore. i get up and walk out. "zetan!" my father shouts. i stop in my tracks and turn to him, "what" i ask. he stands up, "come here" he demands. i regret what id just said to him, i know what hes going to do now.
he punches me square in the chest. i tumble backwards and choke for a second. i place a hand over my chest and take a minute to catch my breath. "dont you ever talk to me like that. you get that boy!" he screams.
im hunched over panting. i look up at him and he walks out of the room.
when i regain my breath i grab bays underwear and head up to zander and my room. we share a bed but have our own pillows and blankets. we cant share anything, not even clothes. i stuff the underwear into my drawer, pull my shirt off and climb into my side of the bed. im out in a minute.
i wake up to a pillow in the face, "fuck!" i yell upset. i block my head from any further strikes and climb out of bed. "lets go" zander says and tosses the pillow onto the bed.
i get up and throw my shirt back on. the two of us head out and hop onto the back of an awaiting truck. it drives us across the boarder and into the forest. the guys and i grab our axes and whack down more and more trees.
my motivation is always bay. i only get this done knowing it'll help her out and that i get to see her when i'm done.
we spend hours out and soon my gloves seemed to have stopped working and my fingers become numb. i run them through my dark hair and shake. my ears are cold and i wish i'd brought my hat. eventually our boss tells us to start packing up it's starting to snow.
we load the trucks and hop onto the backs and ride back into the district. it should be around three, which means bay should be getting home. the kids dont get back until four.
i hop off of the truck the next time it stops, claiming im walkin home from here. zander doesnt bother question me he's used to me leaving.
i walk to bay's house in the light falling snow. the snow sticks to the rocky ground and gets in my hair. as i near her house i see her in the gate, opening her door. to get her attention i whistle. she swirls around and i see her smile. she goes into the house and leaves the door cracked for me. i jog into the gate and enter the house. i find my girl pulling her layers off.
she takes her sweater off and drops it onto the couch. she comes over to me and pulls my coat off of me. she wraps her arms around me and i hold her by her waist. we make out, "what about now" she whispers to me and i know what she means. she's talking about this morning when i said we couldnt have sex yet.
"now's perfect" i say lowering my hands and putting them on her butt. she blushes dark pink and bows her head. i smile at that and press her tighter to me. she pulls my shirt off of me and drops it to the floor. i kiss her deeply and start to unbotton her thin blouse revealing her blue bra. i kiss her neck then down to whats exposed of her breasts. her head tilts back. i reach for her jeans and unbutton them. i pull them down and she steps out of them.
i pick her up and lay her on the couch then lie between her wide spread legs. her skinny pale body seems so fragile under my tanned muscular form. i have to be gentle with her.
i kiss her lips and all down her body, savoring the time we get to have together. i play around with her for a while making her moan my name only loud enough for me to hear. "stick it in before times up" she begs me. i reach into my pocket and pull out a condom. she watches lustfully as i unzip my jeans and pull out my member. i put the condom on then smile at her. she smiles back even wider then moves her underwear to the side. i position myself there and carefully slide in. this is only our second time, neither of us is used to it yet. i can tell that she is so wet inside because i can just slide right inside. her head falls back as i thrust deeer and deeper inside.
when im all he way in i dont move just yet. bay raises her head, tears in her eyes. "it hurts?" i ask. she nods, "move..maybe i'll get used to it" she whispers in my ear. i push in and out of her and it feels amazing. bay wraps her arms around me and holds me down to her so she has something to hide her face in and block her moans. "its so good" she whispers under her breath. she breathes on my shoulder, sending tingles through me. her nails dig into my back as i push harder, making the sensation greater for both of us.
we cant be too loud her grandmother is upstairs. i push fater and faster, i can feel myself hitting the back of her body. its so great, i need more. bay is rocking back and forth with me as i pound her. her hair flounces with the movement as well as her breast. "give it to me harder" she begs and i go harder. she feels so tight, it's driving me crazy.
we keep going until around 3;50 unti im pushing so hard and fast that i feel something rub againstmy member and it's not bay.
i stop for a minuete and slide out. this isnt good at all!
the condom broke.
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