No… No!
I will NOT accept this!
I will not lose another loved one!
Not again…
He can't leave me!
We had all these plans for the future!
We were going to be together…
I was supposed to have a happy ending!
He promised me!
This was OUR story!
He can't just change it without me…
How will I live without him?
My first thoughts of him were that he would just be a nuisance to us…
That would just get in the way…
I never would have thought that I would fall in love with him.
It was too good to be true…
Now I'm losing him…
He's fading now…
I can't even kiss him goodbye!
He says that he has to go…
But he still loves me…
He says he'll miss me…
But I shouldn't worry…
It would be okay…
Yeah, right!
What am I supposed to do?
Just continue on with life like I never met him?
That was asking too much.
There is no way I'm getting out of this unscarred.
How can he DO this to me?
Right now I just want him to hold me…
And tell me that it's all some big joke…
And that we will live happily ever after…
Just like in all those stories…
Why can't it just be that simple?
He's walking away…
As he starts to run…
Tears flow down his face…
I fall to my knees as I see him jump…
He's gone… He's gone…
And I can never get him back…
But life wretchedly goes on.
What happens now?
Do I smile and pretend that all is well?
Should I grin and go about living my life without giving him another thought?
I don't think so.
Why should I?
I see no point in living.
But I must.
I've got to.
It's what he would have wanted…
He would want me to be happy…
I don't know if I can…
But I will try.
For him…
I will try.
