AN - Hi everyone! This is my first fanfic, I'm so excited! So, basically Jacob imprints on Edward. (I know the idea is a little creepy, but I thought it would be funny and interesting.) I started it when Bella left in New Moon to go save Edward, from Jacob's point of view. Throughout the story I might change it. Please enjoy!
Bizarre Love Triangle
Chapter 1 - Pain
Jake's POV
I was so mad! The pack was courteously staying out of my head. I just couldn't believe that after everything Bella and I went through, she would pick them over me! After he left her, broken, and shattered. I've been running all day, and I still couldn't bring myself to relax enough to phase back. For all I know, the love of my life is getting killed for nothing… for that rotten, bloodsucking MONSTER!
It was growing darker, as the sun seemed to be setting all too fast. I sighed and it took all my control not to growl, as Sam's thoughts filled my head.
Billy is getting worried. Now he was the one to sigh, when I didn't reply. He continued anyway. We're all worried. He whispered. He wasn't used to comforting people.
Yeah! Well, I have my own problems to worry about! I shouted back. Then, I immediately felt guilty; I knew he was just trying to help. Sorry. I…I just, I can't stand not knowing. I whimpered.
I know, I understand. Isn't there anything I can do to help?
No one can help me… I just need my Bella. After several more minutes of fretting, with Sam watching over me in uncomfortable silence, I gave in. I probably should go back to Billy… Besides, now I'm calming down a little.
Good, Billy needs you as much as you need Bella.
I know, can I have a couple minutes alone first?
Sure. And then I was left alone, with only my worry, anger, and hurt to fill my head.
I awoke to see the sun slanting through my one, small window, at the oddest angle. I couldn't wait to see Bella, just like any other day. Then, all of yesterday's events came flooding back.
"Oh!" I gasped; startled that it wasn't all just a bad dream. I started sobbing, knowing it was childish and would do no good. I just couldn't seem to stop. "Bella, Bella… come back, my Bella…" I moaned.
After an inestimable amount of time, I finally stopped. I got up and stretched. I could tell I had slept in the same position for hours straight, by the feel of my stiff muscles, but it still surprised me when I looked at the clock. I'd slept through the whole day! It was already 4:00 pm. I instantly knew why. I couldn't fall asleep, no matter how tired I was, no matter how long of a day I had. Every time I closed my eyes I saw her face. It was all I could ever see. That brought back all the worry, soon followed by the anger, but I refused to start crying again.
I'm stronger than that, better than that. I chanted.
I unwound all of my tight muscles, while I was in the shower, giving me time to forget everything.
I knew the pack wasn't expecting to see me today, but I phased anyway, just for something to all groaned. None of them wanted to feel all the pain that I carried with me. I ignored them and addressed Sam. Is there anything for me to do? I questioned.
No. He replied, he hated the instant disappointment I felt. I didn't want to go back and wallow in my misery.
I phased back, and sauntered upstairs to my room. I stared at the wall, clearing my head, trying desperately not to think.
The next couple days went about the same way.
The day after those however, was a different story. I climbed down the stairs, only to see a nervous, unhappy Billy at the bottom. I knew what this meant the moment, I've been dreading and at the same time eagerly awaiting, was here.
He cleared his throat. "Charlie called." He began. All I could do was nod, I didn't trust my voice. "Bella came home last night" I knew he wasn't done because his voice was still sad and nervous. "…with Edward."
I gulped. I knew that was a possibility. I ran out of the house anyway. Once I was a wolf everything was easier to deal with. And, once again, everyone gave me my privacy.
At least Bella is alive. I kept trying to tell myself.
But so is he. Another part of my brain argued.
I seriously couldn't comprehend. How could she just forgive him after he hurt her so much? I mean, what's so great about that filthy leech?
I knew this also meant that the others have, or would be, returning too. I wondered what this would mean for the pack, with that crazy redhead running around, still trying to kill my Bella.
The negative part of me, replied. She'll never be your Bella; she'll always belong to him. I tried to block that thought out.
I also wondered what it would mean for Bella and me. I regretted it because I knew the answer. I wouldn't be able to stand to be near her. I couldn't, not after what she did to me, to us. And also, now all she'll care about is her precious bloodsuckers. I could see that much and it hurt.
I kept running, away from everything, from my crappy life: from my family, from the enemies, but most importantly from my love. I didn't know if I'd go back, I knew I didn't want to. This was so much easier, less painful.
AN - I hope you liked it, I know it's kind of a slow start, but I needed to set up the story. Please review and tell me what you thought, even if you didn't like it. I'll try to have the next chapter up as soon as possible. Promise. Remember, review!!
Love, edwardluver96
