So yeah. I was going through my old files on the main house computer, and I found this. I sounds good to me, so I decided to upload it, but now that it's up here, I'm beginning to re-think the good-ness of it. In fact, now that I've re-read it a few times I'm not liking. Beginning to hate it really. But, I hate A LOT of the stuff I write. Anywho, enjoy.
Disclaimer: I own nothing. 'Loveless' belongs to Yun Kouga. And 'Things I'll Never Say' belongs to Avril Lavigne.
"Give me a kiss."
"No!" 'Yes'
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"I love you, Ritsuka."
"Stop saying that!" 'I love you too, Soubi.'
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"Stay with me."
"I have to go home. My curfew is a 6!" 'Forever and a day.'
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"Do you want me to come over?"
"Mom would find out. She's getting suspicious." 'Please, I miss you when we're not together.'
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"I live for you, Ritsuka. There's nothing I can't do if it's for you."
"Oh...Really." 'Prove it. Right now!'
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It's hard, being around him. He does so many things that just make my heart flutter. Says so many things that make my cheeks go red. Just standing next to him makes my head go dizzy and clouded. Even being in the same room as him makes me nervous. Nervous cause I'm trying to be so perfect for him. Because he's perfect and he deserves someone perfect too.
But he loves Seimei. He told me. "Seimei is my God." How could you not be in-love with god? And besides god is perfect.
Guess, I'm wishing my life away. With these things I'll never say.
