Plague

I think about what plagues my mind.

It takes up a lot of my time.

Over and over I sort it through.

But I can't find a way to get over you.

I don't know how it first happened,

I can't believe I fell.

I was so sure I was untouchable,

but you found your way through.

And now that I've fallen,

I can't get over you.

I was yours,

I gave you my all,

and in the end, it meant nothing at all.

How could you do this!

How could this be!

I loved you and,

I thought you loved me.

But now I know better,

You threw me away.

After all I could offer,

I begged you to let me stay.

In your eyes,

I was never good enough.

I was nothing but a tool,

meant only for you to use.

and in the end,

I still wasn't good enough, for you.

So I sit here and think about,

what plagues my mind.

Turning it over and over,

takes up lots of my time.

When will I be over you!

Why won't you leave me alone!

Must you torture me so?

What did I ever do to you?

All I did is love you.

How foolish I was,

how foolish I am.

To be captivated by such,

a sorry man.

You should mean nothing,

you should be dirt.

I should be free,

to love whom I choose.

So leave my heart! My mind alone!

Can't you see,

that I want to be free?

To live, a life

to see one born

to be happy for once, instead of scorned

to love again and find one that's true.

Why couldn't I see that I can't love you?


Author's Note

Well, this worked out kind of good. If you want, tell me what you think.I posted it to try out putting things on here. People just seem to like this poem so, here it is. Thanks for reading!