He saw them kissing. He felt heartbroken, as he began to understand Rachel's pain. He really never felt more awful. Wasn't he capable of anything? How could he be so stupid? Now he didn't have a thing, because Rachel meant the world for him, but he let her go and couldn't regret it more.

After the funeral, he knew he couldn't keep dating Quinn. It was all a lie, she just wanted to be popular, Prom Queen and be with someone, they didn't even talk about the past, they didn't even say "I love you", not once. When Sue started talking about being tethered with someone, he felt his heart break and his mind clear; he knew he had to get Rachel back. It's always been her.

After breaking up with Quinn, he saw her in the parking lot. He started to remember all the moments we spent with her, God they were so happy together. He remembered their first kiss, how did it feel so right, how he felt something the moment his lips touched hers, he knew it was something deep and strong. He felt fireworks with Quinn, but fireworks weren't mean to last. With Rachel he felt something in his heart, something that completed him. He never really stopped loving her, he was just so afraid and hurt, and he chose to be with Quinn so it could be easily but it wasn't. He had made a huge mistake and he was going to make up for it.

On Monday, before glee club rehearsal, he went to the flowers shop and bought her a tulip, a beautiful pink one, he knew she liked them because when they had dated she loved the moments they spent having picnics at the park and he used to surprise her with a little flower, putting it behind her ear and she looked so damn beautiful. He missed her so much.

He knew Rachel used to practice at the auditorium (a very special place for them), so he decided to go see her, he even planed what to say "Oh, hey Rachel, I have something to say to you, look I know I've made a mistake, I know maybe it's late but I want you to know I never stopped loving you, I still do, will you please forgive me? I'll do anything for you, when Sue said sometimes you feel tethered with someone, I felt that with you, not with Quinn, I broke up with her, it was all a lie, please Rachel take a chance on me" he even practiced this at his room alone. But the moment he entered the auditorium, he saw them. Kissing. He felt his heart break into a million pieces, he felt life wasn't complete without her, he couldn't believe he was such an ass to let her go. He felt so much love for her, he wanted to hold her, kiss her, being able to tell her she was beautiful every single day of her life, walk her to class, hold hands with her, take her to the movies.. He just didn't see a future without her by his side.

He was heartbroken, yeah, but he wasn't giving up this time.