Disclaimer: I don't own Being Human or the characters.
It is a love that transcends death…considering that both of them are well, dead. Yes. Part of her wants to stake him. Except not really because she doesn't particularly want to stake anybody ever again, it's not all it's cracked up to be. It had been gruesome. Bloody. Terrible.
She wonders if maybe she is going to hell now because even though he was a vampire and trying to kill someone who was trying to do the right thing…she still…ran him through with a sharp object. And that was why she hated Mitchell. That and the fact that he had killed twenty people in one go and failed to mention it to her before he had proclaimed that he would love her for all eternity.
She had thought the idea was romantic. People said that all the time, didn't they? "I'll love you for all eternity." Except they couldn't really mean it. But Mitchell had. Because they were already dead. There was the actual possibility of an eternal love. And it most certainly was not what she had been expecting.
Silly her had been expecting sunshine and rose petals. Not dirty vampire secrets that would have caused her to be physically ill had she still had a physical body.
Perhaps the worst thing of all was that she still loved him. Because he was still John Mitchell. Her made her feel worth something. He was the first boyfriend that she had who actually cared about her. Maybe he had made mistakes. Horrible, horrible, unforgivable mistakes. It was like she had said, she had known from the moment she had met him what he was. He was a vampire. He was a monster. She had seen what it had done to him. The extent that he went to in order to control. He had lost that control. Maybe she would never be able to forgive him for what he had done.
But she still loved him because the love that they shared transcended death.
