I Wish It Would Break

SARA'S POV:

I met him when I went to the seminar I was required to go to six months ago. I didn't really want to go. I had heard that his seminars were dull and boring. I went anyway. After I had so many questions so I asked if he wanted to go get some coffee. We went for coffee and I asked him all my questions and he answered all of them. He was handsome. He had the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen. While he was in town we had lunch together many times and a couple dinners together as well. He was my teacher so I don't think they were really dates. I drove him to the airport when it was time for him to leave. When I got home from the airport I don't know what came over me but I cried. I cried all day long. I missed him. He had only been here a month. Now it's six months later and he still consumes my thoughts. He said he would call or email and keep in touch but he hasn't. I wonder if he has even thought about me. I have this picture in my room of us at the theme park. He said he like roller coasters. So we wasted a day at the theme park riding all the roller coasters. That was fun. I think I love him. But he's gone now. He's back in Vegas and I'm still here waiting for his call. I don't think I'll ever see him again. Every time I get in my car or turn on the radio every song I hear reminds me of him. I can't get away from him even though he's in a different state from me. I haven't cried since the day I left him at the airport.

"Wish It Would Break" by Dierks Bentley

"That old picture frame keeps hangin' 'round
Cause' I ain't ready yet to take it down
But every now and then I'll slam the door
Shake it loose and she'll hit the floor
But I can't throw a good thing away
I wish it would break"

"I swear my trucks got a haunted radio
Cause' I hear you in every song
But I know what the silence makes
Me do
So I keep givin' those buttons more abuse
I wonder how much punchin' it can take
I wish it would break"

"Then I could move on right on
Down the line
Where I don't see you need you
In my life
But you're wrapped around me
Your memory's bound me like a chain
I wish it would break"

"And this old heart of mine's got a mind of its own
And it's decided not to let you go
Even though your love's no longer here
It won't let me shed one tear
Cause' it's still holdin' onto yesterday
I wish it would break"

"Then I could move on right on
Down the line
Where I don't see you need you
In my life
But you're wrapped around me
Your memory's bound me like a chain
I wish it would break"


"I wish it would break
I wish it would break
Go on and break"