Dear Edward,
How small "Dear" sound for what I feel about you. I still can not believe you are gone, have left me behind with nothing but emptiness in my heart which just refuge to go away. I can still feel your presence beside me, your intense eyes changing colours daily, your protective stances around me.
Do you ever realize how painful it is for me? Do you know that i cry till i am out of breath for you? Do you know that how hard it had become for me to breath? Do you know that I prey daily that it's just nightmare? Do you even care? You do care... please tell me just one time that you DO.
Today I stumbled upon a rock and fell down and yet you were not there to catch me, to break my fall, to stop the incident. I sat down there pathetically waiting for you to come , to console me . Yet You did not come .
I am loosing faith in you and in me.
Please come back.
Yours "BELLA "
