I do not own any of the Claidi Journals at all…it all belongs to Miss Tanith Lee

I never thought that I would have to take this book out again. I mean...it's been a long time since we had left Ustareth's island, Summer, on Yinyay. And everyone is just settling as Yinyay flies around, locating where to put them off. Well…it's been quite a while since we left the country and it's very dull staying in this tower. Thu gets very excited being back on Yinyay though…he loves her to death.

As for us humans…let me just say that we're trying to entertain ourselves. It's quite difficult to do so. Why? It's because there seemed to be nothing to do at all. Argul walks around with a book that he reads. Venn and Dengwi are enjoying themselves together and Winter Raven and Ngarbo…they're planning for their wedding as soon as they're back.

Me. Hmm…it might sound weird to you but here I'll write it down anyways. Learning. Yes I'm learning. I'm not learning anything of those mathematical or science, but playing an instrument, the violin. I know it sounds ridiculous; it's not like me at all. And I'm sure that you're probably wondering why I have taken a fondness over it. I don't know…I just got interested in its lovely sweet sound.

It's funny because, you see, I am taking lessons from a machine. Yes, Yinyay is teaching me. She helps me with things that I have trouble with the book. I am getting better at it, although I'm still having trouble fiddling the strings. I have not let Argul know about this because it is my gift to him. And also…I still haven't let him know about my powers. Should I tell him? Maybe I should…tonight.

I cannot keep it in forever because he will find out about it one day. He is smart and he will know. He needs to know because he is my husband. And…I do not want to be like her, Ustareth who keeps secrets away from her family.

Will I end up being like Twilight and Ustareth and the Old Ladies? I hope not. I do not want to be like either one of them. I am slave born and they were born noble, royalty. But I'm getting over it. It is the past and I look forward to the future…and the Hulta.

Argul had said that we will be going back to join them. I pray that he is speaking the truth. Oh how I miss them. The music, laughter, threats, jokes, and other sounds that comes from them. No offense to Yinyay, but it's very boring and quiet in this tower. The only sounds right now are the scratching of my writings and – ha – my rumbling stomach.

It should be dinner right now. I can see the lights outside darkening from orange to red over the ocean. And here comes Argul, waiting for me to go with him to dinner.

Well…this is my first entry and story on fanfiction. I hope you like it. I still have more coming…just hold on and it'll come soon. Please be nice while you review this. I'm very nervous about my story and I will really appreciate it if you review this story...or the chapters. Thank you. (smiles)