Never Forget
I have to be strong. I have to make it through this life for everyone I love. I can't let anyone know about my problems, because I want to protect them. If they knew, I couldn't. If they knew, more people would die. It would kill me inside.
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People always seem to die because of me. My parents, Sirius, Cedric, Tonks, Remus, Fred, Hedwig, Dobby- everyone. But I know now that it wasn't my fault. They died gallantly, and I don't care what anyone says.
Through pain, joy, and sorrow, I'll keep living on. I know that sometimes life is unbearable to realize that everyone is gone, but I will find strength because I know that one day I'll see everyone again. And no matter how much time passes by, I'll have memories of everyone that will last forever.
Even if my memories are painful, even if they do nothing but hurt me, I want to hold on to them forever. I want to keep them, even the ones that I wish I could forget. As long as I can keep carrying them with me, as long as I can find a way to hold on, then one day I'll be strong enough so that they won't hurt me anymore. Then I'll be glad that I have them. All I wanted was for everyone to hold on a little bit longer. It was selfish to think like that.
All of my memories are precious to me. I want to keep them close to my heart. I want to hold on, no matter how hard it may seem. I know that one day I'll be able to look back at my past and smile. I'll have all of my memories. And I'll love them.
Every.
Single.
One.
