Broken
Disclaimer- I own nothing but the plot
Rated PG-13 just to be safe
Summary: A year after Chosen Giles dies and Buffy is depressed so she writes a letter to Angel she never wants him to see.
feedback: I would love it. This is only my second fic so let me know if you like it or even if you don't.
Because I'm broken
When I'm lonesome
And I don't fell right
When you've gone away
- Broken by Seether and Amy Lee
Angel-
I don't know if you know this but Giles died a few days ago. It was a heart attack. A stupid heart attack. Xander says it wasn't mystical and had nothing to do with monsters or ugly evil creatures. Basically nothing I, the slayer, could have stopped.
Giles is just one more person I can add to the long list of people who have left me.
My first watcher left me. My dad left me. Riley left me. My mom left me. Spike left me. And soon Dawn is leaving for college and she'll have left me too. but most importantly, you left me.
You told me it was so I could lead a normal life, so I could have children, go into the sunlight, get married. I wonder if that was what you told your self too. was easiest for you. You didn't want to fight for me, for us.
Spike once told me that Angelus said that to hurt me, you had to love me. Is that why you hurt me so much? I'd like to think so. I'd like to believe you left becuase you loved me. but in the back of my mind, I know it isn't true.
Angelus succeeded. He had hurt me in every way possible. He broke me in so many ways. And what he didn't brake of me, you broke when you left me.
Slayers don't live normal lives anyway, Angel. They live in the night along with the vampires they kill. They don't have kids, and they don't get married. But hey, that's alright. What guy would want to marry a broken girl anyway? I'm broken. And you know that, becuase you're the one that broke me.
- Buffy
Thanks for reading. Let me know what you think. I know it isn't a very happy fic but I wasn't in a very happy mood.
-melluvben
Disclaimer- I own nothing but the plot
Rated PG-13 just to be safe
Summary: A year after Chosen Giles dies and Buffy is depressed so she writes a letter to Angel she never wants him to see.
feedback: I would love it. This is only my second fic so let me know if you like it or even if you don't.
Because I'm broken
When I'm lonesome
And I don't fell right
When you've gone away
- Broken by Seether and Amy Lee
Angel-
I don't know if you know this but Giles died a few days ago. It was a heart attack. A stupid heart attack. Xander says it wasn't mystical and had nothing to do with monsters or ugly evil creatures. Basically nothing I, the slayer, could have stopped.
Giles is just one more person I can add to the long list of people who have left me.
My first watcher left me. My dad left me. Riley left me. My mom left me. Spike left me. And soon Dawn is leaving for college and she'll have left me too. but most importantly, you left me.
You told me it was so I could lead a normal life, so I could have children, go into the sunlight, get married. I wonder if that was what you told your self too. was easiest for you. You didn't want to fight for me, for us.
Spike once told me that Angelus said that to hurt me, you had to love me. Is that why you hurt me so much? I'd like to think so. I'd like to believe you left becuase you loved me. but in the back of my mind, I know it isn't true.
Angelus succeeded. He had hurt me in every way possible. He broke me in so many ways. And what he didn't brake of me, you broke when you left me.
Slayers don't live normal lives anyway, Angel. They live in the night along with the vampires they kill. They don't have kids, and they don't get married. But hey, that's alright. What guy would want to marry a broken girl anyway? I'm broken. And you know that, becuase you're the one that broke me.
- Buffy
Thanks for reading. Let me know what you think. I know it isn't a very happy fic but I wasn't in a very happy mood.
-melluvben
