Hey there! So, this is my first fanfiction in english ever... I had another story, but last episode left this behind on my head.

I apologize in advance for spell and grammar mistakes.


Come back to me

After his breakdown, Dean drank. A lot.

Now he is lying down on his bed, face away from the door. Eyes closed. But he is not asleep. He wishes he could sleep.

Castiel wonders if he should knock. He knows for a fact Dean won't reply, but he also understands he can't leave things like that. So, he just pushes the door slightly and sees the hunter there. It's when he notices he doesn't know what to say.

Castiel enters to the room and closes the door behind him. Slowly and quietly, like a cat, he walks to the bed and climbs. His arm wraps around the man, but he doesn't move. The angel knows Dean won't move, so he just stays there, his lips pressed against the man's head and he inhales deeply on Dean's hair. He closes his eyes as well, wishing to know how to fix it.

Then Dean turns to face Castiel. The angel freezes for a second, but the hunter just hides his face on the angel's shoulder. No word is said. Maybe because he knows he doesn't need to say anything. Maybe because the alcohol has muted him.

Castiel's fingers draw imaginary patrons on Dean's head and neck and his lips are pressed to his temple.

After a few minutes, Cas finally finds the words he need to say. "It broke my heart when you said you shouldn't have come back. Because we need you here, I need you here. I need you to always come back. You came back because you have to. You must come back to me. You always have to come back to me"

Castiel's voice breaks by the end, and he just grips Dean tighter. The hunter has still his eyes closed, and his nose is brushing the angel's neck. A light smile appears on his lips. Cas can feel it.

"What is so funny?" He asks, barely whispering.

"Ketch said you were my angel" Dean replies.

Castiel smiles too.