Different sides to misery
My heart feels heavy and unbearable
Sitting in a black uncomfortable chair
I sigh and think of your smile
Oh how grand and the tears won't stop
Pulling and selfish desires on my mind
Please help me I feel
I tremble in pure agony that the brain manifests
Why must life be so hard for us?
We mortals can only dream of the Garden of Eden
Because my heart feels heavy not having you by my side
I can't control this sadness that embraces me
Where is the real me?
Where is she?
Locked in a black thorn cage of insecurity
This little bird cannot fly
The wings broken and bloody
Why must life be so hard?
Oh my kin please forgive me
I feel so sad and miserable
It is only normal
It's human
I breathe you breathe
Forever I weep
Please let me be strong I am only human
Believe in me
Will I someday find a knight to look up to?
A strong likeable person
My childhood fantasy no it can't be
No blue prince will do
A dark, tall, and handsome knight
Fierce on the outside and kind inside
Please, he will understand as the sky turns dark
The dead will emerge
Oh spirits call to me, come to me
Bear the grudge of your lord and master
The mark is proof of my unrelenting sadness
Who can understand such loneliness like me?
I will forever embrace you
I am afraid
I know this
That's why I say I am only human
Afraid of the unknown future
Though death may take me someday
I have to keep living, dreaming, and hoping
And wondering in this life that was given to me
Oh I am so perplexed
I will live today and try forever
My heart feels heavy so heavy
I can't do a thing
I am only human
Please, please forgive me my kin
I now stand and remember these words everyday
Oh my beloved where are you?
I miss you
Oh dark knight embrace this heavy heart
Sleep. Sleep
Forever united my thoughts
The wind rushes past me
Unforgiving heart
I'm sure someday I will be understood