This is my first fanfic, so it's probably bad )
I do not own Harry Potter or any other characters that you recognize P
Staring at her wrist watching the blood dripping onto the clean white floor, "It will work next time" she said outloud. She then heard a door slam on the other side of the room. 'shit' she thought to herself, ' he's back early today. She quickly rinsed of the blood and went back into her own room.
As Draco slammed the door, " What a waste of time, can't believe I even considered spending time with her" as he thought to himself. Throwing his jacket on chair he heard footsteps and the door closing from the bathroom. ' Figures she'd be Head Girl, they could have given us a bathroom each, having to share with her' He sighed. Wanting to rinse his face before crashing to bed, he walked into the bathroom and found spotted blood stains on the floor. Thinking nothing of it he splashed water on his face and went to sleep.
' I can't even cut myself properly, I'm so useless' Hermione thought to herself as she felt into deep sleep.
Early Saturday morning, Draco woke up to muffling sounds from the bathroom ' what the hell is that' he thought to himself, he climbed out of bed and walked over to the bathroom and could hear small sobs. Feeling tired and grumpy he opened the door shouting " I am trying to sleep you - " stopping mid sentenced he looked down and saw Hermione crawled up into a hunch crying with blood dripping onto the floor from both wrists.
Hermione looked up in a shock, trying to cover her wounds when it was obvious he saw and blood still dripping onto the floor. " What do you want? Do you not know how to knock" still sniffing and fighting back the big sobs.
Standing there staring at her, he didn't know what to think. All the blood that he could see, then facing her he came back to reality " What the hell are you doing?" He quickly ran and got his wand and came back and took her arm " Stop it, I don't need your help" Hermione pulled away. He grabbed her wrist and started healing her, not saying anything when he finished he stood back up " Don't let me see this again, I'm not always up for helping people, especially people like you." with that he turned on his heel and walked out the bathroom.Hermione stunned still on the floor, couldnt understand what just happened, Draco Malfoy helping her, then realising what he said she got up and swung the door open to his room, " Why help me if you didn't want to, I already told you I didn't need your help" shouting outloud.Draco turned round to see her, as he looked properly he noticed the black bags under her eyes, and how thin she had gotten, she looked so fragile and easy to break. " I don't want to talk about it, but its not the first time walking into something like that, and if you don't mind I would like to get some sleep" Draco climbed back into bed not looking at her, knowing she had gone by hearing the door slam. He layed there remembering the horrifying picture of walking into the bathroom finding his own mother had taken her own life away, seeing the blood on the floor and her body laying there. It had been a year since that has happened, silent tears falling onto his pillow, he grunted to himself " Argh"
Could'nt fall back asleep he got dressed and went down for breakfast.
Standing there watching him climb back to bed, feeling angered that she was stopped, she got up and stormed back into her room slamming the door behind her. Sighing to her self as she leaned against her door, she pushed back her hair and walked back towards her dresser. Looking at herself in the mirror, " I look like I've been through hell" thinking to herself. grabbing a brush and started pulling out the tangles in her hair. ' Well it does feel like I've been through hell ' Feeling her tears coming back again, she dropped the brush and wrapped her arms round her body, sobbing to herself she fell back down on her knees to the floor.
Hermione woke up not realising that it was already noon, ' if only I could sleep forever' she though to herself. Getting out of bed she started thinking of the night before, why had Malfoy healed her, why didn't he just stand there and laughed or called her any names and feel glad that there is one less muggle born in the world. 'Well there is no way I'll find answers just sitting here' she said outloud, she got up then heared a rattle on the window, ' what isit now' she sighed. Walking towards her window she opened it to find hedwig with a thick white envelope, taking the letter of hedwig she patted him and leaving the window open to let the owl know that it was welcome to go in. Opening the envelope as she was walking back to the dresser she didn't have to guess and already knew who it was from. Hello its Harry, I just wanted to tell you that this summer has not been the greatest but after everything that has happened between me, you and Ron, I would still like to remain friends with you. Afterall we have been friends for all these years, Ron said that he doesn't want to really talk to you, but this isn't about him, this is about me and you, and what we had as friends. I know that me being with Ginny has stopped us being as close as we were before, but you were the one that declined me a while back remember, and I hold no grudge against that. I know that you don't either as Ginny already told me that it was you that gave her the confidence that she can be with me. That day when you came to the burrow, I admit that there was some horrible words said by me, Ron and Ginny, but those words didn't mean anything..well at least I don't mean any of it..I can' really speak about them two because they still talk about you in a bad way. It's all because you changed, you don't speak to us no more, not even me, you don't talk to me about anything, about your problems..what happened in the summer to have made you change? I know that we tried forcing you to tell us which was wrong, its only because we was worried about you. I really don't think that Ron really meant it when he called you a 'mudblood', it was probably a anger thing, you know what he's like..but you did say some harsh words to him too, you didn't have to rage out and call him a worthless git.. About what happened between me and you, I'm sorry..but you know that I still love you and I always will..even though I'm with Ginny, I always think about you..you know that. I'm sorry that I did what I did to you when we was at the field. Can't we just put all this behind us and just be friends again, just think about it. Love Harry
Dear Hermione
'What a waste of time' saying out loud, scrumpling the letter and throwing it in the bin beside the dresser she looked at herself in the mirror again, "what is wrong with you Hermione?" screaming at herself, didn't want to do anything she decided to take a bath. Picking up her towel she walked to open the door to the bathroom, as she walked in not realising that the shower was already in use. She turned around to find Draco just coming out the shower. "What the hell Granger, do you know what privacy means?" grabbing a towel next to him he wraped it round his waste and shoved past her to collect his clothes then slammed the door behind him as he went back to his room. Still in shock Hermione didn't move, ' its like he didn't know about last night, was it just my imagination' she thought to herself, looking a her wrist, there was no marks, 'no, it's real, otherwise my scar would still be there' Didn't want to think about anymore, she started running herself a bath.