"Calm down ,it's going to be alright " Jace whispered for the one of millionth time. I was shivering with fear or the fact that I was drenched in cold water. Jace was screaming at Alec something about stupid 'Mundie Cars ' and then I black out and there is nothing but stillness and a silence so loud it was deafening.

"Clary? " It was a whisper

" It's Simon "

Oh my god! It's him and he knows something is terribly wrong, I try to make contact I try to do something anything

I feel my fingers or my finger moving a little and I think Simon sees it he holds my hand and then I feel him gasp.

I am standing and it's darkness all around, I have no clue how I am standing and then I see him, he is standing as shocked as me his brown hair is tousled and his shirt is wet and suddenly I am running and he hugs me, i feel my parabatai rune and it's like I am relieved " Clary, oh god! are you okay? " He is crying I stroke his hair " I don't know and somehow I think I don't have much time, so listen up I want you to calm down I am okay or at least alive. I want you to... tell Jace that... that " Shit I am crying " I love him and...and he needs to be strong " and then all of a sudden a name strikes in my head " Lydia Martin " I say and Simon looks bewildered " Why? " He looks confused and I feel pain. everywhere " GET LYDIA" I scream and then I snap back and it's over Simon is vanished and so am I.

Me and Lydia were more like sisters, she and Simon were my world I loved them

and as much as I would love to see Lydia I couldnt put her in danget