Maybe you're lying!
A/N: Well the ending of season 4 left me in a bad place. So I decided I would write this as my own tribute to an amazing series, and to an amazing cast.
Lots of Ballie, some Boomxine, and possibly some FreakyTits. I have only done this first chapter. Let me know if you want more. I have so many ideas on where I could go with this. Even if you are not sure keep with it. ENJOY!
Allie opened her eyes; all she could see was bright white. Panic set in her heart, she couldn't move, she tried to speak but something was stopping her!
"Calm down…." A voice had started to get through to her. It was distant but calm.
Allie kept blinking, trying to find something to focus on. Everything was too bright. Finally she could fractionally move her left hand, she tried to lift it to her face but couldn't. She wanted to feel her face. Feel what was stopping her from talking.
A dark shadow moved into her line of vision. A sudden brightness flashing on and off.
"Pupils are responding well. Ms Novak can you see me?" The shadow asked.
Allie blinked rapidly; she was trying to work out what was blocking her mouth. She hated not being able to talk. Allie looked down towards her mouth. Trying again to move her hand towards her face.
"Whoa! Slow down Allie. It is your breathing tube. We need to make sure you are strong enough before we remove it!"
Allie's eyes went wide. "NO…NO!" her mind was screaming as if someone could hear her. She shook her head in disbelief.
"Allie, please, you need to calm down or we will have to sedate you!" The nurse warned her.
Allie stopped shaking her head and gave a small nod in reply. She didn't want any kind of drugs in her body.
"We have let the prison know that you have come round, you need to rest now. We will be back in around half an hour to do your obs, and if everything is alright we will see about getting that tube removed for you." The nurse smiled.
Allie gave up fighting and closed her eyes; she really wanted to remember what had happened. She just had a feeling that it wasn't down to her that she was in the hospital.
Suddenly a friendly voice brought her out of her thoughts.
"Oh Allie, oh my God! Bea is going to be so stoked to know that you have come round. It was touch and go there for a moment. We really thought we had lost you. Bea has been beside herself."
Allie's eyes went wide with the mention of Bea's name. 'My Seahorse' she thought with a small smile playing at her lips.
"Allie Hun, I have to go now. Ms Miles is getting all angsty she was meant to leave ten minutes ago after Vinegar Tits rang her. My Chemo finished over an hour ago. I should be on my way back if not back at Wentworth by now. Oh my god Bea is going to be so happy." Maxi couldn't stop smiling as she left the room.
Allie just couldn't stop thinking about Bea and how she must be feeling knowing that she was in the hospital and she couldn't be there. She then remembered something. She remembered Bea calling her "Beautiful Girl." But most importantly she remembered hearing "I love you!" Thinking about this made Allie smile, and she gradually began to doze.
She dozed on and off for about 20 minutes but visions of the Freak kept entering her head. She couldn't understand why she was thinking about this woman who had done nothing but cause trouble since she was put away.
"Why is SHE filling my thoughts?" Allie asked herself. "She is nothing to me, so why is she in my head?" Think as Allie might she could not figure out any answers.
After what felt like forever the Nurse returned.
"Hey there Allie, I am just going to do your obs. If everything is OK then I will go and get the Doc and hopefully get that tube out of your mouth. You will have to wear a cannula, but that is just to ensure that you get the right amount of oxygen into your lungs. They are weak after your overdose. You are very lucky to be alive. The mixture of drugs you took was enough to kill anyone. I don't know how you pulled through but you have. But one thing is puzzling us, why did you have a needle mark in your neck as well as your arm? Answers can wait at the minute but you will need to answer a hell of a lot of questions." The nurse explained as she busied herself checking blood pressure, pupils, heart rate.
Allie nodded in reply. She was horrified to learn that it was an overdose. She had promised Bea that she would never touch another drug again and she meant it with all her heart. Bea must hate her again. Her thoughts went back to the time Bea rejected her after Bea nearly died at the hands of The Freak. Allie had almost killed herself just to get some kind of reaction from Bea. Even telling Bea that she loved her had no effect. She was hoping that she could get this piece of shit out of her mouth and find a way to talk to Bea. She needed to hear that voice that she could listen to all the time. She needed to explain what happened if she could remember. Allie had loved people before, but never as intensely as she loved Bea. She didn't know what it was about the redhead that made her keep chasing her. Hell she was even willing to give up Kaz for her and Kaz was like the mother she never had. With Bea though even though in the beginning it was rocky. They both kept being drawn to each other. The way Allie loved Bea, could be seen as an obsessive love but they both knew it was the passion and the intensity. Also the fact that Bea had let her guard down with Allie. Something she had never done with anyone outside of her crew. Especially after Debbie died.
"OK let me go and find this doctor then. Everything is fine." The nurse announced as she put the clipboard back on the end of the bed and made her way out the door.