Disclaimer: I own nothing. The song is "Smile" by Lilly Allen.
This is right after the prom. Just mainly all about Brooke. In her POV I will go on if I get reviews!! Let me know!!
I was the confident one. The girl that the guys wanted and girls longed to be. But things they had changed. I lost the love of my life, my best friend and another guy in just a matter of months. Things couldn't get worse right? They could but I knew I just had to get through them. I loved the boy but he left me for a girl, MY best friend but when I walk in school the Monday after Prom things seemed better. For me atleast.
When
you first left me I was wanting more
But you were doing that girl
next door, what ja do that for
When you first left me I didn't
know what to say
I never been on my own that way, just sat by
myself all day
I walked into school with people looking at me. I knew what they were thinking. They had been at the party days ago, everyone had. I do her best to shrug it off, I really had no choice but to. I almost got to my locker when I wonderful scene had caught my eye. Looking closer she saw my ex-bestfriend, Peyton, slaming her locker door while my ex-boyfriend, Lucas, stood watching her. Peyton turned to say "It's over." She then left an obviously distroyed Lucas behind. Before he could look up I took out my cell phone and got his picture like that.
I
was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I
found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on
the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's
only because you're feeling alone
I knew someone who'd wanted to see this. I texed Rachel. You so have to look at this pic. Then sent it too her. I went to my locker to retrieve my Calculus book then shut it. I looked up to see Lucas. He had now slumped into the floor and held his head in his hands. He must be crying. I felt sorta bad.
At
first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my
smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I
go ahead and smile
I shoved away the pitty inside of me and thought about how I felt when we broke up. A smile slowly appeared on my face. I had to pass by him and knew it wouldn't pass. I walked past him and looked down at him. He looked up at him and I still had the smile across my face. He looked at me with those sad Broody eyes. But I didn't care. He felt like I did. Finally
Whenever
you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't
mean jack, no it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing, no I
just could help myself
See you messed up my mental health I was
quite unwell
Later on after classes I sat outside against my car. I was waiting for Rachel. It suddenly hit me. She wasn't coming out of that school. She was gone. I miss her. I throw my bag in the passenger seat and turn to look back at the school. I can see Lucas coming my way. I didn't know though if it was my way. Now I felt a bit bad.
"Luke.." I say looking at the dishelveled man standing now in front of me. "I'm sorry." I say quickly. I do feel sorry even though I'm happy that he feels like I did. He doesn't say anything. He pulls me close and hugs me. I hug him back and look over his shoulder to see Peyton. She looks at me and stops. I mouth 'I'm sorry' to her. She nods and smiles slightly. I smile back. She goes to her car and I pull away from Lucas.
I
was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I
found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on
the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's
only because you're feeling alone
Lucas looks at me with these sad Broody eyes again. He asks to go for coffee. I say, "No." I don't know if his intentions are friendly or otherwise and I couldn't risk it. I lean over and kiss him on the cheek. "You'll be fine. I am."
At
first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my
smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I
go ahead and smile
I get into my car and smile at him. He really makes me feel good to see him cry. It probaly shouldn't but it really does. It really does. I wave and drive off. I pull up right next to Peyton's car. I smile and wave. She does the same. Things are changing.
At
first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my
smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I
go ahead and smile
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