"Jonghyun…I'm not don't think this is such a good idea…"

"Aw come on!! You've planned this for the past 3 months!"

I eyed the piece of paper with wary eyes. As I read further down the list, my cheeks became redder and redder; gasping and groaning at some parts. I quickly folded the offending piece of paper, not being able to finish reading it "Where the hell did you find this?" He shrugged, drawing circles with his index finger on the wooden surface of the table. "Does it matter?…Just do what it says Key and you'll be fine" He reassured, making me sigh with uneasiness. "I know Jinki will thank me later" I groaned, throwing a dirty napkin on his way. Being in a 6 month relationship was HARD. And not seeing your boyfriend for over a month was even worse.

"I miss Jinki…" I murmured, feeling like a lost puppy. Jonghyun rolled his eyes, dragging a finger to his throat to make a puke gesture. I snorted, he was such a hypocrite. "Yeah…puke all you want, but you can't help but feel the same way when Taemin goes to New Zealand for the holidays" The blond one scoffed softly, grabbing his mug from the table and blowing the steam off. "Shut up…" He murmured, signaling that I've won. My thoughts drifted to the piece of paper, neatly folded in my bag. The legendary Love List. It was said that if you followed all the steps named on the list, you could get your boyfriend to have sex with you in less than a week. Like a fucking urban legend. I gulped.

But my boyfriend…boy was he a challenge. I met him last year, around April. I remember cause' it was incredibly hot and I was failing all my subjects. I was a junior back then and he was my assigned tutor. You may think 'awww forbidden love story' and all that crap. It turned out the exact same opposite. I was a rebellious student and Jinki was an impatient tutor. He used to rub his temple thoroughly, furrowing his eyebrows as I crossed my arms and tilted my chin; refusing to cooperate. We bit each other heads off, 1 hour, every day. Since he was 5 years older than me, he expected some kind of respect…well, he's still waiting. Our tutoring sessions only lasted like 2 months. I had raised my grades by then and he had finished his social work. We didn't see each other after that. I started my senior year and he started his last year at the University; he was studying to become teacher. I'll never forget the day we met…again.

----------------Flashback-----------------

"WHAT??!!! Don't be such a bitch!! Just wait for me!" I knew I was intruding in Jonghyun and Taemin's date, but I've been waiting for months to see that movie. They knew that gory, brain-smashed-into-the-wall-with-splattered-blood-all-over-the-floor were my kind of movies and it wasn't my fault they so happened to have an extra ticket. "Where are you?" I rushed through the streets, bumping and apologizing to people as they gave disapproving glares in my direction. "I'm just a few blocks away from the train station." I accidentally bumped into this man leaning on a street lamp. I apologized, not caring to glance back. "Don't worry kid" I heard the man's hoarse voice from behind. I raised my hand, made a peace sing and kept going.

"YOU'RE NOT EVEN ON THE TRAIN YET??!! Aww fuck it! I'm not waiting for you!!!.......what?.....no way!-.....but baby!!" I heard Jonghyun whine on the other line; probably being persuaded by his boyfriend. I rolled my eyes after a while, hearing some sloppy kisses over the phone. "Keep it X rated will you? I'm not very fond of phone sex" I heard some laughter and rustling. "You have 15 minutes…ok 20 minutes to get here Key" Taemin, Jonghyun's boyfriend, warned me. I gaped as I heard some playful growling, followed by Taemin's giggling.

"Jjong!! Hahahaha Stop it!! Don't touch ther-" The line went dead. I shuddered, not wanting to imagine how those 20 minutes were gonna be spent. Those two were like horny bunnies…no wait; horny bunnies were still too innocent.

Finally the train station came into view. I sighed in relief, pushing myself harder to make it on time. The station was slightly filled and a line was already formed in front of the ticket office. I groaned, checking my watch anxiously as I stepped in line. My turn was up and I brimmed happily, searching for my wallet. "Sir, Is everything ok?" The ticket lady asked, watching my horror struck face as I pocketed my empty jeans. I managed to smile, apologizing and stepping out of the line. I rummaged through my bag and my sweater pockets, finding $20 and a piece of gum, but no wallet in sight. 'The heck is that wallet!??' I groaned mentally, kicking my pug boot on the ground.

'Don't worry kid' I suddenly remembered that hoarse voice. The man I bumped earlier came to my mind. My eyes narrowed, realizing how my pockets have felt oddly light after that incident. "Son of a bitch!!!" Some girls, probably 7 years old, were staring at me with wide eyes, clutching their teddy bears with their dear life. I rolled my eyes, turning on my heels and heading to the nearest coffee shop. Corrupting two little girls was just the last thing I needed right now.

I took a seat, pushing my multicolored bangs out of my eyes. 'Jonghyun is gonna kill me…' I thought gloomily; quickly dialing the dreaded number. "What's up Key?" His voice was rushed, trying to catch his breath. I picked up some heavy panting coming from his partner. I mentally slapped myself, not remembering what those two were gonna be doing. "Mmm I'm not gonna be able to make it on time" There was some rustling on the other line. "Really? Too bad. See ya!" He hung up, leaving me dumbfounded. 'Some best friend…' I though in disbelief, putting the phone away in my bag. I rubbed my temple; groaning as I felt my brain hammering his way out. "Hello!! May I take your order?" I opened my eyes, seeing a girl in a waitress outfit standing in front. I don't know why, but that bright smile on her face irritated me. "Mmm yeah…just bring me whatever you want" I said, waving my hand in an uninterested manner. She blinked, confused by my request.

"B-But we have lots of things! Ice Coffee, American Coffee, Vanilla coffee, Mocca Chocolate-" She squeaked as she met my murderous glare. "'…as long as it's hot" She nodded, scribbling something down on her notepad.

"I'll be back in a minute" I smiled mockingly, making the girl flinch. Sighing, I watched the girl's back disappear behind the kitchen's door. I'm not a bitchy person…but this day was pulling the worst out of me. I hated when things didn't go my way and this day was turning to be the worst one ever.

"You're just as I remember you. A bright ray of sunshine" The sarcasm that dripped from those words was strangely familiar. I curiously turned around; coming face to face with whom I haven't seen in ages. "Jinki-Sunbae?..." The older boy chuckled. "What? NOW I'm getting the respect I demanded you 5 months ago?" I laughed; all memories flooding back in my head in a rush. "You wish!" I got up, hugging my former tutor. I offered him to sit with me and he accepted; claiming he had to be at the university at 5. It was 3:30 at the moment.

"How you been?" After the girl came back with a hot chocolate and taking Jinki's order on the way, we were comfortably seated. "Same old thing you know? Stupid tests and dreadfully long essays" I grimaced, making him laugh. "Yeah I know. I've BEEN there". I stared, absent minded, at the hot liquid on the cup; the marshmallows swirling in the dark. "So, I assume you're a senior now?" I snapped my head in his direction; my eyes turning to slits as I watched the playful glint in his eyes. "Assumed?? Are you implying you didn't have any faith on me passing?" He bit his lip, trying to repress his laughter as he avoided my intense glare. "Well, you weren't the brightest apple back then…and your attitude left a lot to be desired." He said in a teacher kind of way. The conversation took course on its own.

"I was not a difficult child!!! You just didn't have enough patience" I defended myself, crossing my arms over my chest. Jinki snorted, crooking an eyebrow while sipping his chamomile tea. We were recalling our former student-tutor days. Of course I was being accused of being a brat and a pain in the ass. I just objected for fun, cause' I truly was a pain in the ass…well, at least back in the days. "Please, you were my worst student EVER! I just wanted to smother you when you gave me that 'I'm too cool for school' attitude" I snorted, laughing at his use of words.

"Too cool for school!!? OMG Jinki how old ARE you!?" I've never been formal to him, it just seemed weird. Of course, at first he used to freak out on me, demanding respect, but he got use to it later on. "What?? I'm still hip!!" I just couldn't help but double over in laughter as he made a failed popping move. "My innocence!" I screamed, clenching my eyes shut and getting hit lightly in the arm. I opened my eyes, seeing him pouting like a little child. Snickering, I took a sip of my hot chocolate.

"I'm not old…I just turned 23!" I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah, you're 23 and sipping a chamomile tea. SCORE"

"Great I'm getting beat by an 18 year old teenager that's alone on a Saturday afternoon at a cheap train station café. SCORE" He mocked me. My eyes widened as he took a sip of his tea with a smug smile on his face; he knew he hit a nerve there. "Shut up" I murmured, receiving chuckle in response. "Don't worry, we're both lame like that" I smiled as he try to comfort us both. "Yeah, but you're suppose to be the grown up here. You're pathetic and I'm an outcasted teen." He laughed heartedly, accepting the cruel truth. As he was telling me about his university life and how he was graduating that year, I could only marvel on how much he had changed. He had a sense of maturity now, with that black trench coat and white scarf, but he still carried those dorky blue framed glasses. His body has changed too; broad shoulders, sharp jaw line, chocolate brown eyes, lovely kissable cheeks…..'WOW! Where the heck did that come from??!' I thought anxiously; blushing as I realized his cheeks really looked kissable. Not to mention his lips….

After that thought, I started seeing the older boy in a whole different way. "You've changed" I was snapped out of my thoughts. "Really?" He nodded, smiling and eyeing me up and down. "Yeah, well for instance you cut and dyed your hair. You used to carry it blond" I laughed nervously, running my fingers through my hair and feeling a little self conscious. "I don't like it. I think it looks weird" He shook his head. "I like it…it's you" I thanked him, biting my lip as I tried to focus on the half filled mug on the table. 'Why am I feeling so nervous?? He was my tutor for goodness sake!! Five FREAKING years older than me' I screamed in my head.

"Time sure does pass by when you're having fun" His voice pulled me out of my thoughts. He got up, putting his bag over his shoulder and heading to the cashier. I followed, protesting as he paid for both of us. "For all times sake" He said after receiving the bill; winking at my distressed face. I blushed, diverting my face from his curious eyes. I wrapped my purple scarf around my neck; thanking God it covered my flushing cheeks perfectly. 'Five years older than you Key, get a grip' I scowled mentally as we made our way to the train platform. "It was really good seeing you Key" He murmured softly, hugging me with one hand as the other was holding his bag tightly. I gulped, awkwardly wrapping my arms around him. "Yeah, you too"

"Take care" He murmured against my head, releasing me and waving as he took off. I waved back, watching him as he boarded the train. I sighed, feeling empty all of a sudden. I exited the train station, heading to the nearest bus stop. Once inside the bus, I decided to check my cell phone for any messages or missed calls.

I had 3 unread messages…all from Jonghyun.

1st unread message:

'Hey what happened?? Why did you miss the movie? You spoiled my date with Taemin as he kept worrying about you!!! .'

2nd unread message:

'KEY ANSWER MEE!!!! Did someone rape you on your way here?? IT WAS THE JANITOR RIGHT??!!! I knew it! He kept looking at you in that 'I wanna rape your little body o.o' kind of way last week!!! Text me already!!! *whines*'

3rd unread message:

'OMG!! I saw this program once about a guy who was kidnapped by aliens! And the aliens ate his insides and replaced them with poop and flour!! I'm not gonna let them take you Key!!! Hide! And don't go into the light!!! MOTHER FUCKER ALIENS!! I'M COMING FOR YOUU!!!!!!!'

I better text him before he goes to the FBI claming I was raped and abducted. I quickly sent him a message, reassuring him I was fine and demanding him take his ass back to his house. Soon my phone vibrated.

'I was sooo FUCKING worried!!!!!! What happened??? .'

I rolled my eyes at the message. I texted him, explaining my crappy day; from the wallet robbery to the corruption of the two little girls. I decided to keep my little reunion a secret. I sudden gum craving came to me. I searched in my pockets for the piece of gum I found earlier in the station. My fingers made contact with a piece of paper in my sweater pocket. I curiously stared at the folded piece of paper, opening it with much care. My eyes bulged as I read the little phone number scribbled with a familiar hand writing. I suddenly felt like giggling; my little inner girl coming out. The phone vibrated again.

'WHAT? You got mobbed?? And you took two girls innocence?? I'm sorry dude. This day must have been the worst one ever for you'

I was tempted to tell him yes. Of course, I was robbed and I missed the movie I've been waiting since forever to see, but my sudden encounter with my former tutor had somehow made everything good….and his phone number in my pocket even better. I told Jonghyun I was gonna be at his house in an hour. I gripped the paper tightly; trying to muster up some strength. 'Come on Key! You can do it!' I dialed the number with shaky fingers. I waited anxiously and as the phone rang continuously I became more and more self conscious.

"Miss me much?" I couldn't explain how relieved I felt. I snorted; laughing as I heard the playfulness in his voice. "Yeah right, are you stalking former students now?"

"Maybe, but don't deny it. You loved finding my phone number in your pocket" 'He's five years older than you Key, five yea-… awww fuck it!'

---------------End of flashback--------------

Everything fell into place like October leaves after that. It had been so easy to fall in love with him. Jonghyun blamed Jinki for changing me so much. Of course I was still witty and everything, but I've matured too. Love does that.

"KEY!! Snap out of your sex land already!!" I scoffed, punching him in the arm. "I asked you when is Jinki arriving" I sighed as we got up, heading to the cashier. "His flight arrives at 11:30 tomorrow". "Oh cool. So you have all day to go to the sex shop and buy a whi-" I blushed furiously as I clamped his mouth shut with my hand. The women behind the cash register eyed us warily. I smiled nervously, handing her $5. "Keep the change" I screamed, running to the exit. I felt something wet on my palm.

"WTF? Did you just lick me??" I quickly set his mouth free. "You think I have an oxygen tank on my ass?? I was dying!" I rolled my eyes, wiping my drooled hand in his shirt. "Well, that's what you get for talking about my sex life in public" We were heading to my apartment now since he had to pick Taemin up for their date. "Don't you mean LACK of sex life" Ouch.

It was true. I was reduced to depend on an urban legend to make my boyfriend have sex with me. When we first started going out, I thought it was sweet. It was like he was trying not to pressure me, limiting to kisses only. Later on the kisses turned into make out sessions which I warmly accepted. The make out sessions turned into HEAVY make out sessions; hickeys, groping, lip sucking…etc. But then, as I waited for the natural step to follow, nothing changed. He would always stop our hot sessions with a kiss and a 'I love you'. I never told him I wanted to take the next step, but I tried to let him know in subtle ways. Like taking his shirt off and unbuckling his pants or rocking my hips while straddling him. It frustrated me how he still managed to break it off with a sweet peck on my lips.

I started to become uneasy as months passed. I was scared that maybe he didn't like me anymore or he didn't find me attractive at all. It didn't help the fact that over the last 6 months he had changed drastically. And with change I meant physically. He had become more toned, his butt curve more defined and his arms more fit and manly. It was like he had gone to puberty all over again. I wanted him to be my first. I knew he had been involved in other relationships before and it made me a little sad that those relationships had been more intimate than what we were at right now.

"I'll call you later" I nodded as Jonghyun took off, entering the apartment complex with a sour expression. I unlocked the door, throwing my bag on the floor and kicking my shoes off. I headed to the master bedroom, plopping myself on the bed with a sigh; the love list in my hand. There were at least 30 different things to do on it. There were some sweet ones, like cooking your boyfriend dinner or baking a cake together. Of course there were other that weren't that sweet; involving handcuffs and latex. I shuddered at the thought. It was a good thing that you only needed to choose at least 5 items on the list for the effect to kick in. I grabbed a pen from nightstand.

Let's see.

Romantic walk on the park. Nahhh to mushy. I've already done that anyway. Not romantic when your shoe gets all smeared in dog crap.

Cuddle up in front of a fireplace. "Jinki let's cuddle up in front of a fire!! Even if its summer!"…seriously, I want to have sex with my boyfriend not give him a heat stroke.

Go to the beach and make him rub lotion on you. Already did…and he wrote I love myself on my back, leaving the sun burn for two weeks. I was so mad I didn't talk to him for a week.

Watch a horror movie in the dark. I'm never NEVER! watching a horror movie with Jinki again. We watched the ring together 2 months ago and he kept poking me in the parts where the puke looking girl, Sadako, came out; through out the whole movie. I didn't sleep after that

Go to a bar and dance seductively. Seriously? With the jealous little bundle that is Lee Jinki? The last time we went out dancing I had to drag him out of the bar, restraining him from beating the crap out of this guy who touched my behind…by accident.

I sighed as the list got weirder and weirder. Maybe this list only applied to NORMAL boyfriends. It was disappointing to see that almost half of the things named on the list I had already done…with no success whatsoever. Why was it so hard to get a little sex out of your boyfriend?. Still I kept reading as I crossed the possible ones. I had my doubts about the accuracy of the list, but my virginity depended on it. I was startled suddenly by the phone's ringing. I reached for it without looking at the ID caller; it was probably Jonghyun.

"Hey! Are you sure this is gonna work?? I'm so cutting your dick off if I embarrass myself with this" I grumbled. It was all gonna be his fault if this failed. I knew it was unfair, but he was the one who came up with the whole idea to begin with. I still remember what he told me while handing me the list: 'I tried it with Taemin. I only did one of the things listed…not telling which…and in seconds I was ravaging his tight little body'.

"…mmm, baby?" I squeaked, hitting my head with the night lamp. "H-Hi!!" I managed to say, groaning as I rubbed my already formed bump. "Are you ok?" I smiled, hearing his concern over the phone. "Yeah, I'm sorry. I thought you were Jonghyun" He laughed; God how I missed his low sexy laugh. "Yeah I imagined cause' last time I checked, my dick hasn't done anything to deserve to be cut off" I laughed, but marveled over how ironic his words were. 'Yeah, your dick hasn't done ANYTHING sweetie' I thought sourly. "I can't wait to see you" He murmured and I felt my heart flutter. It's been a month now since he left for that stupid university field trip. Don't get me wrong, I was proud of my boyfriend for being top on his class, but that resulted on him always being busy. "Me too. I'm picking you up at the airport right?" I heard soft chuckles on the other line. "Do you even have to ask?" I scoffed, getting up and heading to the bathroom. "Whatever. So tell me, what did you do today?" He started talking about his day; how long the meetings have been and how extenuating the students counseling's were.

His deep voice started having effect on me and I cursed my horny instincts as a need to touch myself suddenly soared inside me. I stared at myself in the mirror; my hand slowly creeping under my shirt. I gasped as my cold hand came in contact with my heated skin. "Key, Are you ok?" I bit my lip, feeling the familiar knot in my stomach. "Yeah…I just saw something weird on TV. Keep going" I reassured him.

He kept talking and I replied once in a while, only when it was needed; my mind and body to busy with other things. I managed to pull my shirt off, shuddering as the cold air of the A/C came in contact with my exposed upper body. I ran my hand over my stomach, drawing circles on the slightly defined abs. "Really? That sounds interesting" I managed to say as my hand made its way to my chest. I stifled a moan, feeling how sensitive my skin had gotten. How I wished it was Jinki's big rough hands instead of my inexperienced ones.

My pants became too tight all of a sudden. I knew it was pitiful, but I needed to relieve myself and Jinki being on the other line…it made the situation kind of kinky. I unzipped my jeans, sighing contently as I finally released my growing need from the uncomfortable pressure. My hand went downwards, pass my navel and to the elastic waist band. I bit my lip hard as I swallowed a moan. I hooked my thumbs in the elastic band, holding the phone securely with my shoulder. Slowly I pulled them down and as soon as my hand made contact with my swelling excess, I let out a low moan. "Key…what are you doing?" Gasping, I pulled my boxers up quickly. I blushed, feeling ashamed and embarrassed. "N-Nothing! My back hurts" I lied, taking a seat on the toilet. "Oh! You should rest then" I ran a hand through my hair, eyeing with remorse the boxer veiled bulge. "Yeah. I can wait to see you" Can wait to have you all sweaty on top of me.

"Me too. Sleep well, baby. I Love you" He hung up after that and I was left with an unnerving task at hand. "After tomorrow, I'm so not relieving myself anymore" I muttered, stripping from my boxers and stepping in the shower. 'Fuck its cold!!' I thought; the cold water splashing on my overly excited body without mercy. I moaned shamelessly as my hands took care of my need.

Tomorrow was gonna be the start of a whole new chapter. I knew it and my body knew it. Just wait Lee Jinki…Once I'm done with those 5 little tasks from the Love List, you're gonna be regretting not taking me sooner; your body high and dry, begging for more.