Healing

Chapter 1

Jellal I think as I rest my head on one of the tables. We had just gotten back from taking out the Oracion seis and I haven't had time to mourn over losing Jellal. I must have seemed really depressed because Mirajane ended up coming to check on me. Her long white hair ran down to her waste and her dark blue eyes were full of concern and worry.

"Are you all right Erza?"

Sitting up I try to smile as I reply "yes I'm just fine."

Not convinced she sits next to me. "You know you can tell me right."

"Yes I know but really its nothing."

She sighs "I got the details of what happened from Natsu."

"Oh," I'm starting to blush from embarrassment.

"You know you don't always have to keep everything to yourself. The whole guild is your family."

"I know" I say getting up.

"Erza wait" I feel bad for leaving but I just want to be alone.

I leave and head home.

The walk feels long. Looking at the ground I finish walking home.

After entering the house i sigh in relief. I requip myself into a black bra and panties and throw myself onto the couch and stare at the ceiling and think of Jellal. I cant really remember made me fall in love with him maybe it was that he loved my scarlet hair or that he gave me a last name. Maybe it was that he was so strong and always helped others. I try to think of him but then images of Mirajane start to flash through my head. I see her smiling at me and I can't help but fantasize about her huge breasts. Ever since we were kids she's had big boobs. I was always jealous because she was able to get people to like her. As I continue to think of them I notice my hand moving to my panties. I can feel that they have started to get wet. Sighing I remove them and continue to lie down. My mind keeps wandering back to her and before I know it I'm grabbing a dildo I had hidden in my drawer.

I remember seeing it in a shop and out of curiosity i bought it. I've never used it before but I figure why not. Taking a deep breath I relax and insert into my wet pussy.

A shock runs through my body followed by a wave of pleasure. Then I decide to do it again and ended with the same result. I decided to think about Mira and then I continued to insert the dildo. My breaths started to increase and before I knew it I started to moan. I started to move my hips up in a rhythm in synch with the dildo. My hand started moving faster and I started to scream her name. As time went on I started to move faster and moaning louder and I started screaming Mira's name.

"Mira!" I scream fantasizing her naked body on me.

"Yes" I hear her say kindly.

At first i think it was just my head then I notice Mira standing across the room.

My face is turning red and I look and I'm still holding the dildo.

"How did you get in here I ask still shocked. Her face is pure red and i can see her eyeing the dildo still inside of me. Quickly I remove it but still hold onto it.

"Well I was worried about you earlier so I decided to bring you some food but I knocked and you didn't answer so I thought you weren't home so I transformed into an ant and crawled under the door and let myself in and this is the last thing I expected though."

I look down with shame as I'm still holding the dildo I'm about to run when she touches my chin with her hand.

"But I'm glad because I've kind of had a crush on you for a while."

Next thing I know she's kissing me and I'm kissing back I can feel myself sinking into the couch as she lays on top of me.

"Should we be doing this" I ask.

"Probably not" she says smiling her dark blue eyes full of excitement.

I smile and we kiss again.