First story. Please be nice, haha.
They never see me. They never even bother to look. They can't see that I'm dying. They can't see that I die every day to be with you. When you went back to her. That's the day I started dying. No one cares anymore. They probably never did. They can't see I'm trying to kill myself every day. They can't see that I'm staving myself they don't care. They can't see I'm cutting myself. They can't see my pain because they don't look anymore. They can't see that a simple name calling or a laugh at my outfit kills me a tiny bit more. But I guess I can't blame them. I can blame them for hurting me but I can't blame them for not realising when I hide it from them. My name is Rachel berry. I'm killing myself every day. I'm only 16. And yet my life has fallen in front of my eyes. That day that he left me for her that's when my life became hell. I was always bullied before. But he was there to shield me. Now I have no-one. I can tell him that I'm pregnant. They won't believe me. They will think it's a way to get him back. I'm alone. I have no one to turn to. My best friend believes her, the girl that told the lie the one that caused my ex to run into her arms. My ex was Finn Hudson; my best friend was Kurt Hummel, the girl who lied is Quinn Fabray. Quinn told a lie hat ruined my life, the lie that everyone believes, the lie that is a lie, the is lie is that I'm a murder. Not a real murder but this is the lie that she told everyone: she asked me for help and told me that she was pregnant with Finn's child. Then I lashed out and hit her stomach and told her and her bastard baby to go to hell. And then I killed her baby. Ok that was the lie. I mean who would believe that?! Well everyone. I am now known as a murder. Kurt my ex-best friend became hers my ex-boyfriend; Finn became hers. She took everything from me.
Goodnight journal your faithfully Rachel and baby xox
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