Chapter 1

AMY

I was running. Running so happily towards a certain blue hedgehog. As I was running, his body came into view. With so much enthusiasm, I ran faster to him.

"Sonic". I screamed happily in my mind. That gorgeous guy is the person I fell in love with since the first time I saw him. I'm just so surprised that the morning I woke up I wanted to see him.I know I can be stubborn and persistic sometimes but that's only because I'm in love.I know and I've thought about it.I I was running. Running so happily towards a certain blue hedgehog. As I was running, his body came into view. With so much enthusiasm, I ran faster to him.

'The heck am I standing out here for?' I said in my mind as I notice that Sonic has already noticed my presence.I don't think he knows it's me so it's okay.

"Sonic!" I yelled out happily. After hearing he's named being called, he turned to look at me. It was on a normal look but after a few seconds, it became dull. I was taken aback by how he looked at me.

Gathering my courage, I walked closer to him and put my palm on his forehead. "Hey, what's the matter?" I asked, worrying. Not only was I worried I'm curious as hell too.

But before I could even do anything, he quickly slapped my hand away. My eyes widened at his sudden action. He stepped back and said on a mysterious voice I never thought he would ever use on me, "What are you doing here?"

I didn't care of what he is saying. Even though he's like that to me, I still can't help but love him. I hugged him tightly. "Don't you ever ask that. Everyday, I want to tell you about what I feel for you. About how much I care and how much I love you. "I smiled even though I'm hurting inside.

I let go of him and looked at him sincerely. But even though all of that what I said, he still has those dull eyes looking at me. As much as how it pierces through me, I still love him. I thought of something about, 'Why would he look at me like that?' .I was so curious so my mouth began to move unconsciously. "What is wrong with you?" I asked unconsciously.

He smirked. "You want to know the truth? "I nodded my head. He looked at me seriously.
"Well the truth is, I want you to go somewhere else to live in."
"But why?" I asked. By asking that, I never realized that it was a wrong move. He looked at me straight in the eyes with those dull eyes of his.

"Don't you understand? I want you outta here! I want you out of my life!" He screamed with full of anger. That isn't the truth. "I don't think that's what you have in mind" I told him. 'Amy you can do it! I kept on telling myself that what he was saying was the opposite of what he really wanted to say.

But Sonic, by judging the look he has now, it doesn't show any other emotion besides anger and frustration. I'm really trying not to cry right now.

I went closer to him and caressed his face. "Please don't tell me this is the truth really. "He grabbed my hand and twisted it.

I fell on to the hard ground. 'Don't give up Amy. Give it your last push. I know you can do it! '

If my conscience isn't here with me, I would surely have a break down right now.

I stood up and cleaned the dust on my skirt. I inhaled deeply and smiled. But he wasn't finished yet ,I was so shocked at the last thing that he said.
"Aren't you tired of running all day? Chasing after me. I mean get a life! It's not like your whole world only revolves around me! I don't like you and will NEVER like you! He spat out disgustingly.

I know that my tears are gonna fall any minute now. I know it hurts but I won't cry because if I cry it will make him more satisfied and I would cry a lot harder.

With the last strength I have, I gave him my last response.

"Is this where you're getting at? Is this it?!.I shouted unable to hide the pain I'm feeling.

"Well I'm VERY sorry for loving you! I'm sorry that I was stupid enough to let myself fall for you! "

And with that said, I turned around and was ready to leave but turned back and added, "I'm sorry for wasting my whole life on you"

After that last statement ,I ran. Away from Sonic. I ran to my house. The tears are falling like rain now.

It's just that it hurts so much! Doesn't he know that I'm tired too?!But I know…I know that I'm dumb enough to know that he'll ever care.

I slammed the door shut and locked myself on my room. Falling down to my knees, I hugged them tightly. "I am so stupid! "I yelled. I went to a mountain that night and screamed at the top of my lungs.

"I AM SO IDIOTIC!KAMI-SAMA,PLEASE HELP ME!

After crying I ran back to my room. And vowed to myself. "I promise that when I wake up tomorrow, I will not cry anymore! Even if I will see Sonic with another girl! But I stopped as I cried about the last statement I said. With all the crying and frustrations, I changed into my panjama and went straight for bed. 'I can sleep right?'

After praying to Kami-sama, I let myself fall asleep into an uncomfortable and dreamless sleep. I let the last teardrop fall to my cheek

While sleeping for approximately three hours, I heard something from my kitchen. ''What was that?'' I said while picking up my hammer and went downstairs to the kitchen.

"Who are you?!" I said to no one in particular. I quickly searched for it. It was no longer in the kitchen. I went to the living room and searched for it. As I was searching, someone hugged me tightly from behind and covered my mouth.

I looked at the mystery person. He had blue fur and looked like a certain blue hedgehog that I know."Mmm!" I muttered out. "Be quiet!" The person whom I assume Sonic is, said.

After several minutes, he released me from his grasp. I can now breath on a normal condition. I looked at him but I can't see him because it's too dark.

I went for the lights and turned it on. I walked back and saw the blue furred person.

"S-Sonic? What are you doing here?" I asked. I'm not terrified because I can kick anyone's butt so easily. But Sonic, the guy I cried for and the same guy who broke my heart. I don't even understand. I don't even know why I had the courage to face him when all he did was look at me disgustingly. I always remember.

Every time, when I hug him, when he saves me and when I only look at him, all of it, is only fake. I was nothing more but a burden to him.

I smiled. All I did was chase him. I didn't even asked, didn't even know how he felt. But at times, he still have that smile that makes me wanna cry. How can he do this?

How can he manage to smile when he always have me on his back? I didn't even realized that he was hurting because of me. I felt something liquid that's falling from my eyes. I realized that the tears were falling.

I was so selfish. I can't forgive myself. Now, he's here in front of me. I smiled and hugged him tight. I don't care if he won't hug me back. I don't care if I'm hurting.

All of a sudden, I felt a pair of hands made their way to my waist. I was shocked at his action but tried not to show it. "Amy, I'm sorry" He said sincerely.

"Stop, don't tell me your sorry. Because I already know that it's my fault." I know everything is my fault. From the first day I was sure I fell for him till now.

"I know that when I'm with you, you are always hurting because I know that I'm a burden." Don't say that. You're my friend and I think something came over me and I didn't mean to tell you those words. " He said sincerely.

Yep, he's convincing alright but I don't know. I looked deeply into those beautiful green eyes of his. It showed only love and passion. I can't believe this. Of all the things he said.

I sighed. How stupid can I get and how kinder can this guy get? "I don't believe you! Can't you see? That your only being a faker again! Just like what Shadow said!"