Emotion 1: Loneliness
On the roof of the school gym a young girl cried incessantly. Her cold hands pressed between the fingers a bomb. The pain she felt, took her breath away.
Looking at the gray sky, Kagome wiped her tears with the sleeve of her sweater. She's not prepared.
Kagome arrived four months ago and quickly grew accustomed to the weather and to Konoha's mentality. She doesn't have many friends but the few she has are wonderful people and very dear.
In her homeland she was taught to be strong and be careful with evil. Her parents were so proud of her. Their little girl was in Konoha studying to become a doctor. Maybe it was what kept her to go home.
Or maybe not.
A week ago, Kagome went to the cheerleaders' party. They were known everywhere. Their stunning performances where incredible. They were often invited to perform in huge stadiums in Europe.
But among them there's a huge rivalry.
At the party she met many people and as usual some of them didn't study in Konoha. Kagome had an opportunity to socialize, gaining the attention of Sasuke Uchiha, captain of the basketball team and many other boys.
The last thing she remembers were his smile, his dazzling eyes inviting her to a room and then…nothing. When Kagome woke up, she was in an ordinary room, lying on a bed while a condom rested on the floor.
Her world fell apart. How did she let this happen?
After the party Kagome dressed and went home, wishing turn to back the clock.
As she walked she saw her own world being sucked into a black hole. In her teen head was only confusion and regret. She tried to remember what had happened but each time she tries it, she would start to cry.
She had a good reason to feel like that.
She thought it would be okay, but she was just fooling herself. Perhaps to give some comfort to her heart. When the weekend was over, Kagome went to school early to talk with Sasuke. She waited all morning at the school entrance, seated on the stairs.
And no Sasuke.
He had to hear her. He was the last person she remembers.
It was impossible for him to enter in school without her noticing. But then it came into her head how he liked to smoke behind the school. So she went to see if he was there. But to her surprise, not even a single fly was.
The day went so fast that Kagome didn't realize she had lost all classes. On Tuesday and Wednesday he didn't appear and the rumors started. Sasuke had been with one of the cheerleaders, Karin if she's not mistaken.
Kagome didn't know what to say. She spent the night with him. But what could she do? It was her word against the whole school. And she is nothing but a ghost to the majority of them.
When Thursday arrived, she found herself inside the school. She was so depressed that she couldn't even know what was real. Kagome was already late for arts when she heard a loud noise coming from the hallway below.
With her curious eyes she went to see what it was. Before her, Kagome saw Sasuke and Sakura entering into a classroom as they kissed. Not knowing which emotion to use, she went right to the room where Sasuke and Sakura were and peered through the keyhole.
Groans, giggles and sharp sobs of air were heard. Sakura was only with bra and Sasuke didn't miss the action. She covered her mouth and ran to the bathroom. A few minutes later leaves the bathroom and stopped a few meters away from the Uchiha.
An uninterested Sasuke passed by her like nothing had happened between them while straightening his shirt. The girl was standing there in the hall feeling like a broken doll. Her heart began to ache in her chest.
During the day, she saw Sasuke with Ino, kissing in the classroom and then after classes with Karin smoking. She just wanted to jump on him and punching him to see if he really had blue blood.
Today, one week after the party, Kagome managed to get Sasuke to hear her. He said nothing. Just stared at her like she was crazy.
A girl comes at him and accuses him to be the father of her child? Of course his reaction would be that.
But she remembers getting in a room with him.
So many efforts and ended up in nothing.
Her life disconnected from the world.
She just wanted to have fun for the first time in a popular party. And Sasuke was something you want but you can't have it or touch it. So when he gave his attention to her, she couldn't stop her robot hands to grab any drink at her reach.
She shouldn't let something like this influence her head.
But now it's too late.
Looking at the pregnancy test, Kagome cried with pain. The bomb that ticket every minute of her life and mental state didn't stop.
Kagome is just a teenager who hadn't the opportunity to taste the flavor of freedom.
What will she do? It destroyed not only her life but also the pride that her parents placed on her.
The girl who had dreams went thrown into the adult world to face a life of disappointment and pain.
To make things worst this is only the beginning of a life chained by the hands of the own devil.
A/n: Rewriting sucks :S