Chapter 1

"Dylan we can't go down this road again..."

"Why not?"

"I think because I don't want to ruin this feeling that is between us now."

In that second I knew, that what I was feeling wasn't just physical attraction, it wasn't the fact I was seeing her again for the first time in months, it was the same feeling I always had when I was with her. I don't think this feeling ever left me. The need to always be around her, to hold her, kiss her, to love her like no one else could. It was clear to me that I was still in love with Brenda, and I could never change that, in that moment I knew I didn't want to lose her.

I looked up at him, knowing I was telling him a lie. The feeling I had towards Dylan never went away, I simply pushed them aside in hopes that they would disappear. Maybe he was with Kelly and that meant I shouldn't even be around him, but I couldn't help it, I sill loved him.

"You were never a good liar Bren."

At that moment they both knew, they loved each other, and that was all that mattered. They gave in to their temptation leaned forwards, looked at each other with brief smiles, but soon their lips touched. Soft and smooth at first, like the kind of kiss you give a friend on their birthday. Dylan and Brenda weren't just friends though, the kiss soon developed into passion and lust as they remembered what it was like to taste each other again, soon the whole world drifted away and all that was left was the two of them. After awhile the kiss came to an end, and the world reappeared.

"Dylan we shouldn't have done that." She felt sad as she said the words, wishing they could be together again, but she knew it wasn't that simple.

"Why not, I don't want to lose you again Bren, I need you." It was true. He'd never loved anyone the way he did Brenda, that thought scared him. He was used to being on his own, not used to caring about anyone else. He knew that there would be some things, more like people to get around, but he knew he had to, he had to be with her.

"And what about Kelly Dylan, your supposed to love her, you chose her. You can't keep playing with my head like this, it isn't fair." By this time Brenda couldn't handle it, she could feel her tears escaping. It was okay though she knew she didn't need to try and be brave in front of Dylan.

It broke his heart to see her crying, and he knew she was right, it wasn't fair what he kept putting her through, but he knew, this time, it was for real, he loved her, and only her. " Brenda, I loved you more then I ever loved anyone, and I still do. I care for Kelly, but she's just not you."

"What are you telling me Dylan?" She was scared to know.

"I'm telling you that I love you, and I want to be with you."

Brenda looked up at him, she knew she was supposed to walk away, but she couldn't because she knew, felt the same way. "Me too." She smiled through the whole thing.

He smiled wider then he had ever smiled. "Wanna get out of here?"

Brenda knew what he was thinking, and she too, wanted nothing more then to make love to him. "More then anything."

And just like that, it had begun the roller coaster of Brenda and Dylan had begun, and yet this time, they had a feeling the ride would be smoother.