These are UNREAD letters. They are addressed, but were never sent or received. If I get requests, I will be happy to write letters that go back and forth. Minho will not be writing any letters to anyone in this chapter. (To be honest, I already have some Minho stuff written up. I just want this chapter to be all Thomas, and, I need some idea's for the next chapter.) If you want Minho's letters to make an appearance, make sure to let me know in the comments!

We solved the Maze with Minho, we changed the world with Thomas, and we died with Newt. We are,

THE MAZE RUNNER FANDOM

Dear Newt,

I killed you with a gun, but here's the truth of the root. I killed us both.

-Thomas

Dear Tommy,

Chuck, Teresa, and Alby say hello.

Sorry this all happened. I hope you're happy.

Still miss you.

-Newt

Dear Newt,

They say you die twice. Once when you stop breathing, and a bit later on, when someone says your name for the last time.

After you died I stopped having bad dreams because the real nightmares began when I woke up.

After years and years I still remember you're last words. I killed the innocent boy who begged for death.

You know why you were one of the best friends I ever had? You were broken. But even through your angst you were the only one who knew that I was just as broken as you.

In all this time I have learned that the saddest moment is when the person how gave you the best memories, becomes a memory.

Still, I hope you're in a better place now.

-Thomas

Dear Tommy,

I' m so, so sorry that I made you kill me. I can't imagine how much that hurt you. But thank you for doing it. You put me out of my misery. You're one of the best bloody friends in the whole world Tommy, and I'll watch over you, guide you. I'll always be looking out for you.

Just like the good old days.

-Newt

Dear Newt,

Sometimes I wonder if being dead would be easier.

The only reason I stay is that I just feel like I need to save everyone to redeem myself.

But you. You were drowning but no one saw you struggle. You felt nothing but pain and hid it with a smile. Most people heroes fly, mine limps.

I guess not all angels have wings huh?

-Thomas

…

Dear Chuck,

I promised I would save you, bring you home. I promised you.

You should never have taken that bullet for me. You were just a kid.

We talked about making it, I'm sorry that you didn't.

I'm so sorry that I failed you Chuck.

I'm sorrier than you'll ever know.

-Thomas

Dear Thomas,

You didn't break your promise.

My parents were waiting for me all along.

Thank you. You'll always be my brother.

-Chuck

…

Dear Tom,

I wish you had figured out earlier that I did those things to protect you. I love you Tom. I only ever cared for you.

-Teresa

Dear Teresa,

People keep asking me if I loved you. Of course I loved you. You don't give the people you don't love the power to destroy you.

The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You've just got to find the ones, worth suffering for.

You were worth suffering for.

-Thomas

Dear Tom

I don't know what we were. I don't know what we could have been.

All I know is that what I did was worth losing your trust over.

Even though I regret not explaining myself better to you after it happened, I don't regret saving your life Tom.

And as for that cement block, I don't regret sacrificing myself for you. Anyways, I couldn't live with myself after you couldn't even look my in the eyes.

I love you. I've always loved you.

I just wish you had loved me back.

-Teresa

Dear Teresa,

I should have accepted your apologies. I hope you know I do now.

It's funny, because Newt even sat me down and talked to me about you. I can still remember his exact words.

"No, Tommy, you don't understand. I've never seen someone who loves you that much."

At the time, I didn't believe him. But, as always, I think he was right.

We could have been normal teenagers, but we are not. We could have been lovers, but we didn't get that chance.

-Thomas

…

Dear Thomas,

Thank you for looking after them. Thank you for being the leader when I couldn't be. I'm proud of you greenie.

Alby

Dear Alby,

You were so strong in the glade. We all looked up to you. I looked up to you.

You didn't deserve to die.

None of you did.

-Thomas

…

I promised him

I killed him

I left her

That's the mantra that goes through my head every day.

The leader that tried, the glue that dried, the one that survived.

That's what they say about Minho, Newt, and I.

"You don't want to remember." That's what WICKED told me.

It took me a while, but I believe them now.

I lost them. I lost all three of them.

Newt, Chuck, Teresa.

Three of the people I am was the closest too.

WICKED took everything from me.

I acted like it didn't bother me, kept a poker face in front of the public, but inside it was killing me.

This is my family now. I found it all on my own. It's big, and broken, but still good.

…

Days will pass and turn into years, but I will always remember you with silent tears.

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A/N: So there is the first "chapter"! If you want me to have letters that go back and forth, let me know! If you have any ideas for any characters, let me know ;')

Hopefully this chapter wasn't too choppy. Obviously it's going to be a little bit, because they aren't talking to each other directly.