Dear anyone who's willing to listen,
Please...I don't know, but I need you. I...want to die so badly, but...I can't,because if I do, I'll hurt everyone I love. I'm not talking about my family, except for maybe my mom. She's been with me my whole life and had more than enough on her plate already. But, I'm talking more about my friends, the ones who see the real me. I love them. I don't ever want to hurt them. But, everyday just living in this house, I feel a noose around my neck that tightens with every step. I need strength. And I need help. ... Please, help me to perservere.
Harley.
Do me a favor: Kill me now. Thanks.
