Falling, Sadness, Vileness, an el shaddai: ascension of the metatron fanfic

In a world where god reigns

Quickly falling

I came to Earth

"Seven angels have fallen to Earth. Big mistake. We're going to tear out their souls and lock them in this prison for eternity."

No matter how much I learn

There's always more I need to understand

However I enjoy learning about humans

They're kind and unrelenting

Like my friend Enoch

So I, who watched them, wanted to be like them

Things that cannot be understood

Do not exist in this world

I'd like to believe that

But even so

There's so much to grasp and so little time

If I could have a wish

Granted to me

I'd wish to be human and live among them

I could fully understand them

And happily be with them

And finally fully understand Enoch

This Tower wouldn't exist

People could live freely

And Enoch and I

Could dance together again

It would be a dream come true

But reality is much harsher

God won't grant

That one wish of mine

So, instead, I have fallen

So that I can make a bit of it come true

"Your good friend Armaros is waiting on the next floor. What? He's not your friend? You had better tell him that. He sure thinks he is."

Even though I want to

There is nowhere to run

But I shall try to delay the inevitable

Since Enoch won't join me

Or give up his mission

My future has been decided

I once wondered what this sluggish weakness was

Enoch told me it was sadness

I've noticed that

I've felt it a lot here

And it's growing

Now that we have to fight

If my dream came true

And I became human

I'd be the happiest human alive

Heaven would be missed

But as long as I could

Understand and be with the ones I love, then I'd be fine

As I dance alone

With Enoch a few feet away

I know that dream

Will never come true

It falls very gently

It's not a raindrop

Sadness is pouring from my eyes

Back when I didn't understand much

You came to me

My guiding star

"Come on, he needs you."