Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.
(belongs to)
Marvel - Marvel Cinematic Universe - ABC Studio
.
.
fitz-simmons
a fictogemino
.
.
I never thought there would be days when our name no longer mentioned as one.
She shook her head. "I'm sorry…"
I gave her a light nod. I tried to make a convincing smile. I kept telling myself that I'm okay. I kept telling her that it's okay.
"You knew we can't, Fitz. You knew I want to, but…"
"Just stop it," I raised one hand, "please."
I still can hear her, sulking, but trying to hold it. Trying to block the sounds out of her lips. Oh, that lips. The one I wish to kiss but never did.
Then silence strikes. I hear nothing but my brain's buzzes. I don't know what's happening inside, there might be a part getting stabbed. Or simply a storm, hurricane, that my brain has reigned havoc. That explains the horrible ache that drive me nuts—both in my brain and my lungs. Or maybe it's not my lungs, I don't know precisely. She is the bio-chem, I'm her engineer. And now if she no longer stay, who should I ask when I can feel my insides wrecking?
"Then—do you believe in second chance?"
She asked me in a dry voice, eyes swollen. My lip gaped, but no answer came out.
"But do you still want to?"
She still tried hard to speak despite her messed up look. I'm a bit wary of her trembling lips. She just want to make sure of things, make sure no one regret.
I nodded. Doubtful, but somehow, eager. I want to, I'm fortunately aware of that.
She gave me a faint hope. Or maybe, I'm the only one who think so. "Then shall we try?"
end/
.
.
lacuna
(n.) gap, blank part. the missing half
.
.
this is a fictogemino, twin fiction. you are welcomed to read the second alternative, from last to first paragraph. x
(explanations of both versions ready below).
.
.
first (normal): fitz was deeply saddened with their part, that they thought they had no chance. he tried to be okay but jemma knew he wasn't. she asked that if he want to, that's enough to start over, with a second chance.
second (alternative): jemma asked whether fitz still want them to be together. fitz admitted that he wanted, but somehow doubtful. jemma, in the other hand, no longer have the hope for two of them to work despite she, too, want him. but then they decided that they had to. they just can't be with each other. and they kept telling each other that it's okay.
.
a/n: my first fictogemino! i know it sucks, short, and shallow but i really tried to bring the two their hurtful relationship. pick any end you want. thanks for reading! x