You're Delusional Princess

by the-ultra-feels

Clarke is still reeling from her encounter with Finn at the end of 2x08. The only person who understands her is Bellamy, but even he's starting to act distant. The question is why? Has Bellarke, Lincoln x Octavia. Rated T for language and suggestive themes. Second chapter will be much longer than Chapter 1. This is my first fic so please leave reviews and suggestions.

1. Chapter 1

Clarke jumped out of her sleeping bag. Another nightmare. Another time she had to kill Finn. Clarke couldn't deal with the guilt anymore. Raven hated her, the campers ignored her, and her own mother looked at her like she was a criminal. Her only salvation was surprisingly Bellamy Blake. After every nightmare Bellamy was there to talk to. Somehow, he understood.

Stepping out of her tent, the cold air hit her like an arrow from a grounder, hard and swift. But the only thing she noticed was Bellamy, pacing shirtless, around the unlit campfire.

"I was beginning to think you wouldn't show, Princess" quipped Bellamy. Clarke inwardly winced at the nickname.

"Didn't know it was a standing meeting, Bell. I would've worn my grown up clothes if I had known." Bellamy smirked.

"Same nightmare then?"

"Yup. Kiss him, kill him, cry." Clarke couldn't show weakness in front of Bellamy. She had to be strong.

"You don't have to pretend with me Princess, I know what happened hurts you."

"Not as much as it hurt Finn." Clarke instantly regretted the words, but she couldn't take them back. She was the co-leader of the 100, and she knew that Bellamy would take on unneeded responsibility if she broke.

"Whew, harsh princess. I see through this act you put up. What you had to do was not your fault."

"Whatever Bellamy, you don't get it. I killed Finn, not a grounder, not a reaper, but Finn." Clarke almost sobbed out the last part. Get it together.

"All I know is that you saved the camp, you saved Octavia, and you saved me. Fuckboy Collins doesn't have a right to hurt you like this, Clarke. He killed 18 people, what happened to him was solely his fault."

"No, everything he did was my fault, the grounds fault. He changed, Bellamy. I can't forgive him for what he did to those villagers, I can't forgive him for changing into a monster, I can't forgive the circumstances that made him into a murderer. Bellamy, I can't forgive myself. Ever. I changed him for the worst."

"God princess you're so delusional." With that, Bellamy walked of, kicking a stray tin can that lied in his way.