I really wish I didn't like him, REALLY. I am supposed to hate him! I wanna hate him! He tried to blackmail me once! I wanna hate him! But... I can't help it. His brown shaggy-ish hair, UGH.

I really hate this. Really, really. I tell myself he isn't cute, but he is. I try not to like him. I order myself not to. But like everyone I know says, I'm too damn defiant. (In case you don't know what that mans, check the dictionary. It took me awhile to figure it out. ;D ) But yeah. His name is Matt. Or, as he says, "Marshall. Matt, Marshall." And Im Lilly, or as Nick Jonas my best buddy says, "Lillypop Does Scott" I mean, come on. I kissed him ONE time! And my ACTUAL name is Lilly Truscott. Yeah. Just thought I'd tell you somethin weird! Not that you'd wanna know.