Na-chan: How many times that I have to tell it? I don't own Shaman King! Phew. Enjoy!

The only way to love is not by loving someone perfect, but by loving someone imperfect, perfectly. Love doesn't always have a happy ending, it simply doesn't end.

-anonym

Every girl in this world, sure have a dream about has a perfect looking, has a perfect boyfriend, perfect life, married, has children, live happily ever after. So does Kyouyama Anna. She has a perfect looking, even has perfect fiancé, and perfect life. But, before she can feel the rest of the dreams, she meets an unwanted fate…

Here's her story…

It happened when she was fourteen years old, when everything seemed okay.

"So, we will go to resort tomorrow?" Anna took a seat beside her fiancé whom was concentrated to a map in his hand. He nodded.

"Hai. It will take 3 hours from here."

"But with what? No train there, otouto." His brother, Hao, came into living room and cross legged beside him, drank his coke.

"Aniki, what is this?" Yoh spun a key in front of Hao's eyes.

"Hey! It's dad's car key!" Hao tried to grab that from Yoh. Yoh just grinned.

"Yoh, don't say that you will drive." Anna said just make sure.

"Well, I will." Yoh answered easily.

"Yoh. You always think that everything will be alright. Oh my God. You are still fourteen. You even don't have a driving license yet!" Anna glared at him.

Hao nodded and drank his coke again. "Hm-mm…" he murmured on his can. Anna shot another 'Help-me-or-I-will-make-sure-you-will-die-choking' glare. Hao sweat dropped.

"Yeah. She is right, Yoh." Hao nodded.

Yoh chuckled. "Come on. Nantoka naru."

Anna just growled under her breath.

Hao lifted an eyebrow and put a serious face. "You know what?"

"What?" Yoh asked. Anna just looked at him in questioning look.

"I have bad feeling about tomorrow. But I don't know what." Hao shrugged.

"Yeah, me too." Anna nodded.

"Hey, come on. Everything will be alright, won't it?"

"I hope so, Yoh." Anna answered.


After packed her things into a backpack, Anna changed into her yukata, and lied on her futon, tried to sleep. But, she just couldn't.

Then she heard a soft knock on her sliding door. Anna kept silent.

"Anna, it's me, Yoh. Can I come in?" said a voice behind the door. Anna sighed.

"Yoh, it's almost midnight. I'm sleepy. Can you make it tomorrow?"

Silence for a while, Yoh answered back. "It's important."

"Okay, come in." Anna stood up. Yoh came in with a stupid grin plastered on his face.

"What is important?"

"Umm… are you angry at me?"

Anna frowned. "Yeah, I was. But I'm not now."

Yoh sighed in relief. "Sou, I'll go back to my room. Oyasumi, Anna." He turned back to door.

Anna nodded. "Oyasumi, Yoh."

But when Anna wanted to close the door, Yoh grabbed her thin arm. He looked into her eyes seriously.

"May I, Anna?" he whispered softly. Anna blushed in instant. She nodded. Yoh smiled. He caressed her cheek, and pressed his lips onto her. It was their very first kiss.

Still kissing, they came near her futon. And then Yoh pushed Anna down slowly onto her futon. Anna's eyes widened. She broke their kiss.

"Yoh?" Yoh looked into her eyes again. Anna gulped.

'Yoh wants more from me… oh my God, is this that time?'

Yoh smiled gently. "Trust me Anna." He whispered on her ear.

Anna couldn't do anything but nodded. And that's it. In that night, Anna gave her most precious thing as a girl, in that night to the boy she loved…


Anna woke up in Yoh's hand. She sat up and blushed in instant when she remembered what happened last night. She looked at her side. She saw an innocent sleeping face of Yoh. She smiled a little and dressed back. She walked out of room and took a bath.

"Okay. Everybody's ready?" Yoh asked.

"Yeah…" Hao answered as he yawned.

"Are you still sleepy?" Yoh asked as he drove the car.

"Oh, yeah… why wouldn't I? Moans, giggles and else were being a lullaby for me last night…" he mocked.

"Y-you heard that?" Yoh asked, very shocked.

"Relax… I won't tell mom and dad. But promise me, that will be your last. The next, of course when you two being a married couple."

"I-I promise, aniki." Yoh answered, Anna just speechless.

The journey has taken 2 and half hours. Now, they just could see forest here and there. Hao tried to humming an R 'n B song, Anna glared at Hao and ordered him to shut up. Yoh still drove the car in silent. When he looked at the empty streets, he started to fastened the car.

"Woo-Hoo! Cool! Faster Yoh, faster!" Hao yelled happily like a kid. Yoh grinned and fastened the car again. Now, the speed reached 150km/h. Those two twin boys laughed.

Anna grabbed Yoh's shoulder in fear. "Yoh! Stop it!"

"Anna, it's way too cool! Feel it!" Hao said smirking. Anna glared at him.

"Yoh, please slow down. It's dangerous!" Anna demanded.

Yoh nodded and slowed down the car.

But it was a little too late, there was a big truck came toward them.

Their eyes widened in shock. "YOH!" Anna and Hao screamed in unison.

"I-I know! Shit! This is too fast!" Yoh, for the first time, cursed.

"Turn it right! TURN IT RIGHT!" Hao helped Yoh to spin the steering wheel to the right.

Too late, their car hit the truck at front bumper, and then the car threw down forcefully to the forest.

"Anna! Hold on!" Yoh yelled.

Anna hugged Hao's seat from behind and shut her eyes tightly.

The car lost its control. It was spinning and fell descend the hill so fast to nowhere. They didn't know.

Unfortunately, the car hit a tree that made Anna's door opened. Anna lost her grab on Hao's seat and threw out of the car. Meanwhile, Hao's head hit the window, and Yoh's head hit the steering wheel.

A few minutes after the horror event, the car stopped because they hit another tree after descend the hill and landed.

Hao opened his door and felt so dizzy. He walked to Yoh and helped him out.

"Where's Anna?" Yoh asked as he sat on the ground trying to not feel his dizziness.

Hao gulped. "Oh my God, Yoh! She was thrown out of the car!"

"What?! Let's find her!" Yoh grabbed Hao's arm and ran to other way.

"Anna!!! Where are you!!!"

"ANNA!!!"

After some hours they searching for Anna, it had no result.

Yoh punched the nearest tree. "It's all my fault." He looked down.

"No, it's not." Hao said comforting.

"IT IS!!!" Yoh screamed.

"If I listened to her… This won't happen…" Yoh sat and buried his face in his arms. Hao squatted beside him. He patted Yoh's shoulder.

"Otouto… Just pray she'll okay."

They walked to nearest street and stopped random car that brought them back to Funbari Ga Oka.

Yoh notified that a girl was missing in the car accident to police office. He gave Anna's portrait and informed that the name is Kyouyama Anna. Polices made a move. They searched in every inch from Funbari ga Oka until the incident took place.

It was almost two days after the incident. The police gave up.

"We will try to search her. But please be patient." The head police stated.

Yoh nodded emotionless. "Yes. Please search her. I beg you…" he looked down. Hao who sat beside him patted his shoulder.

He stared dangerously to that man's eyes. "Find her."

That police gulped. "H-hai."

But, where's Anna by the way?


"Aaaah… today's great, anata!" a woman said happily. Her husband nodded.

"Indeed." He sat below a tree and opened his picnic bag.

"Eat up." He said and took a bite of onigiri. She took another onigiri and bit it.

Then the woman noticed something not too far away from them.

"Anata… is that a people there?" she pointed to a direction. That man nodded.

"Let's check it out…" they walked toward it.

That woman gasped. "A girl! Is she dead?" the man squatted and checks her pulse.

"Not yet."

"Turn her back. I wanna see her."

The man did what her told.

"She is… still a teenager… she is in same age with our… our late daughter…" she cried and hugged her. "Please bring her to our home. I'll take care of her..."

The man sighed. "Alright."


Anna opened her eyes slowly. Everything blurred. She shut her eyes again and opened back. It was back to normal.

She tried to sit up, but the dizziness attacked her. She plopped on her pillow back.

Anna looked around. 'Where is this…?'

The door opened and the woman came in with a tray.

"Oh, thanks God you are alive…" she put the tray and hugged Anna. Anna blinked in confusion.

"W-who are you? Do I know you, mistress?"

She shook her head. "No, you don't. I'm Akaishi Mai. 45 years old." She said.

"And what's your name, young lady?" Anna froze at this question.

"Um… what?"

"What is your name?" she gave a motherly smile.

'My… name? What is… what is my name? What is that?'

"I-I don't know…" Anna looked down. Mai gasped.

"I even don't know who I am…" Anna muttered again.

Mai hugged her tightly. Anna blinked. "Poor you…"

"Um… I… I'm sleepy… can I sleep for a while?" Anna asked.

"Sure. Sleep well." Mai smiled and pulled the blanked until it reached Anna's neck. She kissed her forehead and turned off the lamp.

Mai closed the door behind her. Her husband, Akaishi Wataru came toward her.

"How is her condition?"

"She has waked up, but she wanted to sleep again."

"Good. Let her sleep. Come, eat our lunch."

"Wait, anata. I wanna tell you something."

Wataru turned back. "What is that?"

"She is… amnesia… she doesn't know her name, and she doesn't know who she is."

"W-what?"

Mai nodded. "And I'm feeling Michi alive again when I look at her. Can we adopt her?"

Wataru frowned. "But… Michi is already dead two years ago. And she is a stranger. She maybe has a family whom missed her so bad."

Mai's eyes watered. "P-Please…"

Wataru sighed and hugged her. "Anything for you, anata…"

"Arigatou… aishiteru, Wataru…" she hugged him back.


Na-chan: this is an AU. No flame thanks. About the almost-lemon scene… GOMENASAI!!! That is the part of this story. I was blushed when typing that, indeed. Coz it was my first almost-lemon story scene. I promise I won't make it too much, and I won't repeat it again. Please review!!! Reasonable critics are welcomed. Although I'm expecting at least 10 good reviewers before updating! MUAHAHAHA!!! Ja ne!