A/N: I'm still doing my other fic, of COURSE, but I just need a break sometimes. Yup. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: Don't own anything final fantasy.


They're never going to understand.

Do they know what it's like to lose somebody like that? To be so in love, so full of sunshine and light and happy and then to have it ripped out from underneath of your feet because some fayth can't handle a dream?

Outside I am dealing with it. Inside I am breaking into millions of pieces.

Maybe a little glue would help?

I lie every day of my life.

"We know you can do it, Yuna!" They say. "I know I can." I say back. Cannot.

"I know you loved him, but it'll be okay eventually, Yuna." They won't stop lying to me. "I suppose it will." I'm good at pretending, you know? You've got to be kidding me.

They're liars. It's never going to be okay. A piece of me is missing. I can't just move on after that. It doesn't work that way.

Maybe if I wait a little more.

Maybe if I whistle a little more.

A million doesn't last forever.

I can't hang onto 999,999 pieces of broken Yuna forever. The last piece has to fall. And when it does, so do I. So does everything else.

I can't keep living like this. He needs to come back.

Maybe if I beg a little more?

"He'll hear you whistle one day, Yuna."

Stupid liars.

They still don't understand.


Word count: 228

Date start/Date finish: 03-01-07/03-01-07

Theme: one million