Swoosh. Clunk. "Damn
it all." The young Kunoichi sighed and placed her
forehead protector once again on the top of her head. "And
you told me to watch my tongue." Sakura snorted and ducked
her sweaty head into the pool of water. Drawing her head out, she
flopped her short hair back and squeezed the water out. She stared at
her sensei by the corner of her eye. "Tsunade-shishou what
are you doing here?" Sakura looked up through the canopy of leaves.
"Just checking up on my student." Glancing at what used
to be a smooth clearing in the forest, Tsunade cocked a blonde
eyebrow. "And wondering what on Earth you are doing." Sakura
shrugged and turned to the young fifty-six year old woman. "I'm
catching up on what I missed while I was…gone." The
Gondaime smiled. "Yeah, I suppose you are behind." Tsunade
dropped the smile and walked closer to Sakura. Placing her hands on
her pink haired student's shoulders, Tsunade became dangerously
serious. "Sakura, the council has informed me of your lack of
cooperation. Why won't you tell them what happened during your
three year absence? Why won't you even tell me?" "For
certain reasons." Stale and cutthroat, Tsunade grimaced. "Sakura
you know you can tell me. I….You always seemed like a daughter to
me." The female Hokage's grip on Sakura's shoulders tightened.
"You must trust me, Sakura. If that Uchiha…" Quickly taking
note of Sakura's body freezing up, Tsunade sighed. Wrenching for the older
woman's hold, Sakura turned around and watched a butterfly land on
a spider web. Tsunade
retracted her hand and let it fall to her side. The older woman's
eyes closed and she settled herself against a near by tree. "Yes."
Memories of a laughing perverted hermit with wild white hair and
flashes of snake like amber eyes flitted past her vision. "Then
why does it hurt? Hurt to love?" Tsunade's eyes snapped
open, and pivoted in surprise to her student. "Sakura, why are
you asking me this?" Sakura watched the butterfly leave her
sore hand and slowly raised her jaded eyes to her teacher.
"Shishou, you asked me to tell you what happened during my
three year vacancy. I fell and forgot. I remembered Naruto, Kakashi,
you, and the others, but I forgot the pain of …Sasuke. And…"
Her green eyes sparkled with an essence akin to happiness. "And…fell
for "Sakura, Itachi… he isn't the
one to love like that. He's a murderer. Cold and calculating. He
doesn't-" A dry chuckle emitted from dry lips. And tears
dropped from her green eyes. Pulling
the crying kunoichi in to a labored hug, Tsunade tried to sooth the
young woman. "Sakura, love hurts because of its intensity. And all
women are still love sick." Nudging her face in Tsunade's
arm, Sakura sobbed. "Love is cruel isn't Shishou?" Tsunade
nodded and kissed Sakura's forehead. "Indeed it is."
Glancing up
at her shishou, Sakura noted the pained look on her beautiful face. A
stab of guilt spiked in her stomach, and Sakura ignored it.
This
wasn't the student with the bright smile she knew.
"Sakura,
I'm sorry but if he did anyth-"
"Have you ever been in love Tsunade-Shishou?"
Confused, Tsunade raised her hand to grab Sakura.
"I mean,
real love?" The green eyed girl bent down and picked the struggling
butterfly from the sticky web. Looking at the exhausted creature,
Sakura's vision vibrated and blurred.
"Have you?"
"I'm still the foolish, love
sick girl I was years ago, huh Shishou?"
