Okay, since people are telling me how this could be better and everything, lemme just say something. I had writer's block and I was trying to get rid of it. This was the result. It's not good, I even said that in the summary. I told you it was a sucky one-shot. Sorry if I seem angry, I just wanted you to understand.
My laugh is forced. My smile is a mask. Everything you see is fake. I pretend to be dense. I pretend that I hate Gray. I wish I could stop it, but I can't. I'm scared. If I show the real me, I'm scared that they will leave me.
Igneel and Lisanna left me.
I'm not sure if they knew the real me, but I know they knew the fake me. If they left the fake me, everyone will 100% leave the real me. They will be scared. They will try to kill me.
I am E.N.D.
I just found this out. I am making myself slowly dirfting away from my friends. I am making Team Natsu fall apart. When I walk in the guild, people stare at me.
"Why aren't you acting like himself?" asked Erza.
"What's wrong?" asked Lucy.
I ignore them. I am E.N.D. I am no good for them.
When they found out, they did what I thought they would do.
"You're E.N.D?"
"YOU MUST DIE!"
"I HATE YOU!"
"HOW DARE YOU SAY YOU CARED ABOUT US!"
They said these things because they now knew I was E.N.D.
They got ready their weapons.
"NO! STOP THIS! HE'S NATSU! HE'S OUR FRIEND!" yelled Lucy.
Then they shot their guns at Lucy. She fell on the ground. I stared into her lifeless eyes.
"No...Luce...what have you done?" I screamed.
I instanly turned into E.N.D. I killed them.
Then I turned back into me, Natsu. I killed my friends. Lucy's dead. This is all my fault. I got a gun and shot it at myself.
I'm so sorry.