Dedicated to Hinata
Don't stop walking, don't turn back,
Never look into a mirror,
Don't stand tall, keep head low,
Avoid my greatest fear.
Ashamed of myself, compared with everyone else,
I'll never be good enough,
I've tried in vain, I think I'm going insane,
I really can't act like I'm tough.
Why do I bother, I can't impress any other,
People say I'm way too shy,
I'm really alone, standing here on my own,
I watch as the world passes by.
I look at the light, try to keep up and fight,
But I always disappear,
No one can see, I just want to be free,
But my courage is no where near.
I don't want respect, it's too much they expect,
Just let me follow my heart,
So much to say, the pain won't go away,
I try not to fall apart.
Too lost for my good, they do what I should,
Why can't I come out of this shell?
To just find a place, where I can show my true face,
With the courage to face this hell.