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It's Your Fault.
Serenity slammed her bedroom door and fell back against it and slid to the floor. She wrapped her arms around herself and started to rock back and forth. Her long blonde hair forming a cacoon around her small form and she wept. She wept for those who betrayed her, she wept for her parents, but most of all she wept for herself. Standing on her shaky legs she moved towards her cupboard and found a box on the top shelf. She walked back to the door with the box in her hand and locked it. She sat on her bed and opened the box. She slowly pulled out a tape recorder and a razor blade.
She walked over to her vanity and pulled out of her drawer a notepad and began to write letters to the eight friends who betrayed her and to her parents and little brother. In the letters she apologised for being a klutz and not getting good enough grades for them and also not being a good enough warrior.
Serenity left the letters on her vanity where her parents would find them and walked back and sat on her bed. She put a new tape in the tape recorder and pressed record.
" Family and friends" she began.
"…. Im sorry I wasn't good enough for you all…please play this when you bury my body…"
Serenity picked up the razor and slashed at her wrists. Serenity cringed a little at the pain but then dropped the razor and watched the blood drip down her arm. She sighed and continued.
"I sit in the dark,
Thinking about my life.
I always wonder why,
I've been through so much strife.
Each day gets harder and harder
But something keeps pulling me through
I wonder what that something is,
And if it could ever be you.
Im starting to cry now,
As the tears fall from my eyes.
I guess I should stop thinking,
About all the lies.
I've got the blade in my hand now,
As I press it through my skin.
No one even noticed,
That my strength was wearing thin.
You all wonder why I did it,
And think of all my pain.
You though it would never get this bad,
Like it was all just a game.
But life was really hard for me,
You could tell by my tears
Now you've finally realised,
That those tears were my fears."
Serenity sighed
"Good bye my friends"
She shut of the tape player and put it on her vanity and sat in the middle of her room and waited for her death. Her head was getting heavier and her carpet was stained with her blood and she fell to the floor. She lied there staring at the roof feeling like she failed. As her tears dried up on her cheeks and only left marks, Serenity breathed her last breath and left for the next world. There her body lay until the next morn where her parents found her dead upon her carpet surrounded by her own blood.
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