Fandom:: Kingdom Hearts
Pair:: Axel/Roxas
Summary: Searching for the lost oasis in his memories
Been wandering for days, can't ever remember who I see, where I've been. Mesmerized by the haunting visions of thoes cerulan orbs swirling in my memory. All around and around me, his voice dancing across my heart wrapping soft fingers around my heart pulling me this way and that. I cannot find the will to breathe when I remember seeing him so near and now here I am ambling streets lonely and determined. Feet drag and float around. As I light my last cigarette I sit back and divine my fate. What I have put myself through for the strange blonde boy that up and left me when I have given him my everything.
My fever's getting high....
I remember the beat. The throbbing call of our lovemaking. Pulling him down against me lost in sweet passion. Watching his eyes flutter mindlessly satiating himself on the heat deep inside his body claming every inch of his virgin body. He needed me and I wanted him. Kissing and touching, aching for that heat we shared. Thousands of degress burning around us and between us wanting nothing but pure, raw satisfaction. I didn't want to think about anything and neither did he. In this void there was no room to think. Only heat existed, stifling and thick. Sucking away breath and life entwining those whom bore the curse of eternal emptiness.
I'm feeling dizzy, I'm mesmerized...
Light peers through the building beaming me in the eyes. Guiding me, maybe? Or shunning me from him? Mirage of his face in the glowing ball of fire, smiilng at me with that radiant smile. I could have dropped over dead and been happy right here, just holding that memory of him so close. He could be anywhere in this town. All around and around me are the teasing noises of the rat race that was the station plaza. Overwhemled by the sights and sounds and smells swirling through my malfuntioning brain I plopped down on the ground watching the roads forever winding. Sapping my strength, no exit to the maze of streets, the torturing memories. The burning sun above pulling away the last bits of strength I had.
I'm tossing the burnt out engine aside...
It had taken everything I had to make it this far. My eyes had closed fighting against the dizzyness settling into my brain. Soft hands sponged across my face, testing the warm, dry skin. Warm, lucious lips crossed my own and I somehow found it within me to respond. The mirage had finally come to his lover's aside, clad in the outfit of his delightful little delusions. he knew me though, just as I knew him.
"Don't turn away...."
He did not respond, simply picked me up and dragged me through the rat race towards the oasis beyond the horizon. Back in his arms there, on a sweaty hotel bed, was the only place I needed to be. What I saw before me in this instant was no mirage, no illusion. This was the one true Roxas, the most beautiful, alluring thing in the world. United as one back where we belonged.
I'm feeling dizzy...
I'm mesmerized.